MOMMY,sorie.i'm just IMPERfect.

mommy;
fr not filling each and evry of ur expcttion,
i'm SORRY.
fr not fulling ur dreams,
i'm sorryy.
nt being such a HATEFUL daughtr
i regret it.
but i'm gving my bestt.
in case u aint noe.
i love u mre thn anythg in ths wrld.
mommy,i guess i had enough.
mommy;
i failed to be wht u wanted me to be.
i give you all my life.
snce i was kid,
u nver ask me if i really wnted to go to mrsm,dont u?
u left me and took my 5a rslt,
mking me wait alone at the bus stand.
u nver proud of me in anthg i did.
evrythg!
i hide frm you,my secrets and my fvrets.
u just wont like it.
u nver proud of me with evryhtg i wanted to be.
thre's time when i lied to you about going to a camp
right after upsr exam, i told you it was just typical camp
begging u like hell until u nodded and said yes.
it was a camp where i reprsnts the district for drama,
u went there ryte bfre the drama
when i was make up,and
u were shocked and took me awayy,
u just wont allow me do things i wanted to do,
thgs i like.
our coach tried to stop u, and talk to you.
fiercely u said to me;
ths gonna be the LAST TIME ever!
tht nght i won the best actress awrd.
i nver tell you tht,u just wont be happy as i am.
mommy,i'm sorry.

mommy,
the only thing u proud of me is nothg.
i tried my best in school and got 8a's in PMR.
all u gave is just a call,and tht's it.
i was force to go to mzms,
u noe i hate tht school,and i miss lpis,
u rgret it when i end up getting bad rslts in SPM
while my fwens in lpis were hving flying colours.
mommy, I'm SORRY.
now, all my life i gave to you.
u choose my crses and unvrsty
u also frce me doing stuff i hate.
going thre and that.
now, u called me frm the office and force me
to go smwhre in uitm for TESL teachers.
mommy, i just wanted fr you to listen,
wht my heart wnted me to be.
u choose my life,my path since i was born,
but you knoww, i'm imperfect.
and for that,
i'm sorry.