tday was a fairytale.

tday hve been much mre thn

a fairytle fr me

frankly,

yeah.i'm lstening to Taylor Swift's

ltest hitz fr Valentine's Day mvie

bt tday was DAMN fairytle ;p

here's a toplistt of my Tdayy's Fairytle.

1) i wtched toothFAIRY.

sriously, it ws DISNEY chnnel mvie

cant get rid of it, ttly fairytle.huh?

2) i wtched tht movie with my most prcious FWENS

it has been like mnths

snce bfre spm yett

we planneedd ths day-outt

and, tday was a fairytale.

3) i'm not schooling anymre

mre thn anythg.it ws a fairytle!

bsicly, i dont like school

so, ending the nghtmre was a BLOSSOM

mybe i end up wtchng the sme krean & jpnese mvie

bt it was good to nt school again.

actly, me SUCKKS

bcz i once dbated on this mtion;

"school is fun"

it was govrmnt

and i was the frst speaker

the one opening the case.

it was ttly the SUCKEStt dbte evr

i cnt prform well,

majorly bcse

I HATE SCHOOLS

cnt help it, i guess.

4) i cant help thoosee lyrics!

the TAYLOR SWIFT's

sumpa, aku kipas susahh mati dye!

Today was a fairytale

You were the prince

I used to be a damsel in distress

You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

I wore a dress

You wore a dark grey t-shirt

You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess

Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around

But can you feel this magic in the air?

It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

You've got a smile that takes me to another planet

Every move you make everything you say is right

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer

Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face

Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around

Yeah yeah

But can you feel this magic in the air?

It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around

I can feel my heart

It's beating in my chest

Did you feel it?

I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?

It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way

But can you feel this magic in the air?

It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way

today was a fairytale

5) tday was a fairytle bcs i gott a fairryytlyy textt

whch i wontt tell anyone.

so keep it secrt okayyy?

me.korea.jpan.mvies.

org ckp;

bgai bulan ngn bntang.

p.rmlee ckp;

irama ngn lagu.

bdak2 mzms ckp;

bgai Chkgu Keep ngn suar tdo nyea.

ta un bak Kak Rose ngn Pencilboxie

ps; chkgu keep ngn kak rose jgn mara.

ku teringt kat korg.

imprssive aa ni.bhahah.

tpi, tu la prumpamaannye.

metphore,smile,

evrythg was a mystery.

me,krea,jpan mvies are ttly meant fr each other.

it was a mystery.

unslved mystery.anther da vincci cde.

pples were texting me ask,

hey, bbes, wtcha doing?.

i was like fwrd the sme answer,

"uh.ngah tgk citer krea.eh, mak aku pnggil la, nnti text ko blik"

pdhal, emph. i need prvcy and time fr my mvies.

hahhah

it was a disease.

and sortt of virus.

it wnt stooppp.the addiction!

if u put me in a chmistry class

ta un, klass sejrah,

i was like snooring, and wat klang taikk mate gakk la

bt, if u put me in a room wth a cmputer and krean n jpanese mvie

i shall nt leave the room,

like freverrr!bhahah.

i got this creepy thng

it was like

i have wtched the mvie like 1000 times

but i keep on crying on the sme spott

evn if i already knew Aya-chan will end up dead in One Litre of Tears

and, i'll laughed at Jeremy and adore him

evn if i've heard tht stpid jokes each time i wtched U're hndsme U're beautiful

i'll wtch either MyGirl, My Sassy girl or PRince Frogg bfre i went backk to hstel

and when i'm prtically sad, i'll wtch Hana Kimi and Atashinchi No Danshi or Gokusen

and even whn i'm violent i'd wtchd My Boss,My Hero.

and, during nights

my dreams will emeged ny KAWAII heroes frm each mvies

Jun-pyo, Jeremy, Gong-chan,Done-oh,Soh,Tae-kyung,Sano-sama

uh.wht a sweettt days of mine.

krea and jpns mvies are nott much but a fairytale

it keeps me dreaming and amazed

who knew it was destined?

mybe i like it tht wayy

bt me sure i'm nott the only one whm is a victim

mny-mny more.outsidee there.

star-strucked and

Drama addiction disease

butt,

sooner or later.

i need to wke up frm this dream

it was too fairy talyy and out-of-mindyy

too muchh fantsy until i'm afraid to wke up

i end up hving my life wrapped in the cmfter

dreaming aboutt illogcal stuff tht shall nver cme true

hw damn i wishh tht evrythg was truee

those cndlla's glass slpers,

and the snow white's apple, mybe the mgical pumpkin whch turns into a limo

but, reality was much cruel thn tht

a day tht we need to ovrcme.

each mnutes,hours,days and weeks passed by

i need to end this fairytale.

but, howw??

mybe firstt, i should stop dreaming of

my prince with his white horse.

abgku bjet hero hndustan.

bhahhah.

here i am wrttng a postt at 5a.m

after wtching jpan mvies.

makk un jeritt; "ko ni baek kje jea.

kat umah ko mlangakk tgk citerr,

bwk aku mnntu KACHAKK, MATE SEPET

BYKK DUET tper gakk!

bzeer jea air mte ngis tgk citer kore jpun tue."

yeah.mum was ryte.

thinking backk last week,

i was crying in my bed,

thnking it will be an END,

after being emplyed.

man, my life vostt overrr!

smpai ngis bngkak2 mte,

abgku, AFY ingt ader owg kcau aku kt tmpt kje

ngn muke hero hndstan

dye nakk blsah owg tu

bjett nyeeaa.tpi touching la, beb!

sbnrye tad un jadah mngarutt tue

td AFY call dlm kul 4pm,

aku ckp la da bhnti kje,

dye gelakk, kwn2 ye un glakk kt blkg.

aiseh, wat loudspeaker kea?

mlu aa aku beb.

msti kontrol bai.

kwn2 afy byk KACHAK2 and MONEY!

hhuuuu.

tpi dye trikk nfas lega.ouish.

mybe a sign tht i was 100% safe.

no workk no harm

tenkies abg.

biar un

muke ko bjett shah rukh khan jea

tpi, u were DAMN prtective.

ily la,abg!

tenxx.

i noe deep insde u do love me too.

teringt lakk tyme kat genting,

huishhh.

akkaku CYQIN tu pnakott,

OSYA plak asthma

the restt kat indoor gmes

tnggal AFY ngn AKU jea

na naekk space shott

yg kjap dye trik ko kat ats pastu bwah ttbe

fuhh, rse mcm nak tkluar jntung,usus sume

yikes.

btw, tht wasnt the stry,

story whn ader mamat ni kcau aku

tyme ngah beratur nak naek bnda jadah tu la

tyme tu Afy ngah bli ape ntah

aiskrim kott

aku berator aa surg2

mamat yg mgarut tue kcau aku,

chechey,besenye dlm drama krea jpun

msti ader hero yg bpak nyer encem tlg en.

tpi, abg aku lak dtg.

chchey.bjet padiaappa jea.

hahah.abg aku un na blsah bdak tu

da la bdak tu speaking jea,

ta pndai bhse mlyu

ouhh.tdakk.aku un ngn ayunye

mlega en keadaan.

then, we played the gme.

bt, tht wasnt the end of stry

pas jea abis gme tu,

mummy called,ckp suro kua

outdoor, dah nakk balikk! cepatt!!!

me,cyqin,osya un nakk blikk.

chup.chup.wait a sec.

tak ckupp surg ni.

aishh.afy, hang pi maner?

ruper2 abg aku ptah blik tmpt tdi,

crik mamatt td.aiseh.

dasar jantan.pntg btoll.

i caught him PINK HANDED,

ngah blasah bdak tu,

tngan dye dah kt kple bdak tu da.

i was like,

whtt the ????

ayo.dahh, balikk2.

aish.abg ni aku mmg over skett.

sng ckp mne2 aku pegi,

dye psng spy la

tyme aku FORM ONE,

bhahah.muke nakk innoscntt jea

mule2 dpt class KRK kat SMK ALOR AKAR

abg aku da wisau.ye la, aku skola pmpan en,

dye da suro geng dye protect aku

cehh.tyme tu dye dahh kat skola sukan tu

tpi still psg spyy oo

last2, aku msuk skolah pmpan gk, SMK AFZAN.

geng2 dye un beria2 la

last2 hmpeh jea,

aku ta msukk skola tu unn.hahahah.

tyme ku FORM 2

pnyer la nakk prtect aku knun,

tpi dpan2 tak ckap un ngan aku

jual mhal tol.hhaah

nk jdik en citer

abg aku snggup jdik ptukaran plajar kat skolh sukan lipis

wlau un smnggu

dri jhor dye dok lipis

hhahah.tiap2 ari dtg mlawat aku

cehhh.tkjutt berokk aku

ingtt laki mner nakk jmpe aku

ruper2 abg sndri.

tpi tyme tu, dye paki jersi en, bjett hawttstuff jea

akak2 senpal kem slm, akak usrah aku plakk tu

aish.gatal benorr.

tpi, smggu tu, abg aku snggp jln kaki ke skolah aku

tyme2 riadah

wlu un tad tournmnt

dye wat muke tatao malu jea kt pkguard

dtg mlawatt aku.

hhahah.

so, the cnclusion nye, abg aku cring la kott.

tpi, wht is sure,

he's nt tht kind of guy yg exprss his feeling obviously.

mcm SNOWman

tgkk dri jauh nmpak WARMM jea

ble sntuh dye SEJUKK.

arigatou na!

oppa,kamsamida.

xie xie, ge ge.

so lttle tme,so mny snaps.tnkies ugys.

backk to my lvely days

weeee,

bloggerrsss.i am a total LOSERR!

hhahh. justt rsgned frm the KFC bbes.

whooaa.dnt even dare to askk whyy,

emph.to be true. KFC's really good.

teaches me the wrld.

kat kfc, mntg2 aku cashier,

ader yg pngl makcikk la, itu la ini.

cstmers is alwys RIGHT!

bykk cntekk.hahhah.

but i learnt alot at KFC,

ada atu ari yg i kne hndle cstmer yg bisu,

it wasnt smthg ordnary thg tht we can have,

by tht time,

ader stu weird feeling

the feeling of helping the society

sddnly appears.

tht guy mtx order,

but he text it with his hp

2 chic rice cmbo,

and he's doing sign tht he cnt speakk,

luckily i knew a few sign lnguage

and he smiled as i understnds his lngge

it was very fastt

bt i'm glad tht i cn help

it wasnt smthg yg kte jmpe evryday.hhee

nextt, ader cstmer frm China

cnnt speakk englishh, mlay un tabley

kecekk cine jea la

emph. bt i pasn gk yg he cme frequently

frst time, kak jiemah yg uruskan

kak jiemeh blaja chnese dr aunty

tpi next tyme tue dye na order bnda lain plak

sume owg jdikk pning kple

pastu aku un tnye la

"are u chnese? cn u speakk hanyu?"

aku un pndai2 bntai amekk order.

brblaoi gak aku amekk class mndrin

lckily, he understnds me. i understnds him.

wrking in kfc mkes me feels interntional

i meet englishmen, bese la tu

jpan, chnese, evn mute pples.

snce i was wrking fr only 6 days and 1 day off

bt i realised the hard workk and vlue of hmanity

i learnt alot like i was there fr 6 mnths

i fced many kind of pples

tpi, i ta dptt gji la

sbb kje ta smpai smnggu

it's okayy

bcz its wrthy fr the vriety of exprnces

and meeting up with mny pples

it was ttly WORTHYY.

nw i know the vlue of MONEYY and WRKINGG.

so, simply jgn kuatt shpgg la,

mak sye ckpp.

hahhah.tpi tgk la smpai ble bley than

sbb sye tgh plan nakk bli heels baruu.

moree SHOESS, pliss.hheee

cuakk.cuakk.

salam.
sumpa.skunk aku msia plg cuakk kt mlysia, doe.
tday is my frst day! OMG!!!
sumpahh tkott.
da aa tu syiff dri pkol 5-11 plakk tue.wawawwa
aigoo.
n the bestt part, my bff emy just QUIT,
bt for sure i dont blme her
me strt late too
poor her.
fyi, dye dmam kott trukk.
emilia syakira;get well soon.tc,macikk.
i'm all alone.of crse ade dlin, bt i need GIRLfriends,bby.
chuaakkkk.

ps;mtx ugys doakn evrythg gonna be fine.hope so.wawawa

they were AMAZING!

bhahah.
so, here's a POSTT,
about a few GIRLS tht TRUELY
bcming who they are,
from the UGLY DUCKLING to the BEAUTIFUL SWAN;
and blve it or nt,
smtmes, it justt needs COURAGE,
CONFIDENCE and, TALENTt.

u go GIRL!

ps;bring tissue to wtch ths post

sye amek vdeo ni dri blogg best fwen, sye.CHUICHA.
creditss for you, tenkies <33
emph.
but, wtchng ths lttle by lttle rise up
my sprt to dfend their RIGHTs
and support em.
iloveyouguys.
bcz ugys wre so TOUGH
and nver cmplain fcing life
bsides, u try to cheerish each scond
with smile and joy
even if u see the DARK sky
in the DARK, u created RAINBOWS
in the rain,
u dance through it.
whreas me keep NAGging, and UNGratefuL.
and nglecting evry inch of my bdy
wthout realizng
thre's othr pple who doesnt evn have one
trying to CHEERISh their torn heart
and wipe outt their tears.
i feel AWFUL and SHAME of myslf
ARIGATAOU.
you're my HERO.

nada.nt a LOSER anymre.bhahah.

well.

i have a GREATt new.

i am OFFICIALLY nott a LOSERRR.

gwrrr.hahah.

listen, evryone.

i have my own KWSP accnt.yay.

evn my sis dnt have one.

eithr do my bro.

so, hre's a few snaps

of me n emilia

in our jrney of being ADULTSS.

nooooo.

small SUPERHERO

hey,meet again.

tday i wnt ugys to meet with these

petite HEROES;
SMALL but yet with BIG hearts.

not a typical HEROES we alwys see,

dffrent vrsion but with smillar courage.

meet AZHAN.

he is just 12 but he is OLDER thn his age
he's COURAGE,

RESPONSILBLE, respective.

but underneath this small MATURE boy

thre's a DaRK SECRETt, tht he tries to hide.

cme frm a broken fmily.

he was ABUSED by his mother

he LOST his small little sister since he was a kid

bcz his mther gave her to other pple.

until nw, he rgret he couldnt prtect his sis.

do we evr prtct our own sbling?

duhh.we evn SCOLD and BEAT thm, arnt we?

meet HAZIQQ;

he's SMALL.he's8.

but he's bdy size is MUCH smaller thn that.

he acted AGGRESSIVLY bcz

he was DISSAPOINTED and

tired of PROMISES.

jst like wht the prents did to him.

he alwys dreams of the prmises

"mak jnji mak ltak haziq smnggu jea.

mnggu dpan, mak amek eh?"

weeks by week,

it turns up to be months and years.

now, HAZIQQ is delnqnt n hates

PROMISES.

meet NADYA SOFIA.

beautiful.very BEAUTIFUL.

abused and harased by PARENTs

caused her to live with WHEELchair.

her legs was like lifeless and it

dpnds on herself to srvive.

cnsulting the dctor every 3 days,

rehab evryday.

she's 12 dis year.

but she hvent been to school.

bt tht was her last wish,

she wnts to be a doctor.

ps; we even sneak out and did not go to class

bt we nver realize smone's hoping to be at our place

and study.

to find and cure pples.

we just dont care, ryte?

frnds,

smtimes we're too SELFish and UNgratful

of all NIKmat gave to us

this heart tht still pumping,

theses HANDS tht is wrting this post,

these EYES tht wtching and reading.

evrythg.

i really hope,

tht we shall nvr frget the unfrtunes

the orphnes, and poor.

bcz if we dnt take care of em,

then who will?

Single Is Sexy <33

yes.

alwys is SEXY.

a girl's life wouldnt be PERFECT

without GOSSIPS, CHOCS,SHOES,OXY,

and of crse

SISTERS.simply, SIS.

we've been chased by wrdens.

hummiltd infrnt of stdents,

we flew the gates,

we were hated by pples

calling us BITCH, and stuff

bt we stays tgher.

we nver care even if they care

we are wht we are

and bcming who we are.

tht was the bestt thng of being a part of SIS.

sis,

i miss our movie nights,

our day wnt accmplish wthout putting OXY at each other's face

and; gssip around

our day-outt eating BAKSOO,

and hw amzing tht we still hlding each others hand

though the obstcles and days

facing the STALKERS, and BIATCH

who keep talking and making stories

just to make us far apart.

i love you, SISTERS <33.

frver and alwys.

missy perfect.

hey.
now, this post is about my fmily.
spcially ddcted for em'.ilyguys <33

well, strating with. DADDY.
my dad is QUIET.
could be HILARIOUS,when it cmes to srious crcmstnces.
he alwys put my nerves on,
when he keep asking the sme question.
but, he nver rfuses our dmnds.
he's COOL.

MUMMy.would been dead wthout her.
she's like my HEARt and my CELLS.
she's INCREDIBLE.tough.and BESTT.
she alwys thgt dat i was the hardest among my sisters.
yes, i am.
i disobeys her.bt, she's used with it.hahah.
my mum is SUPERB.
she's our COOK, our TEACHER, our TAILOR
and she still cntues hr studies.
doesnt she GREATt?

yes.now is the BESTt part. my elder sis.
her nme is SHYQIN.
she's WEIRD.chinese look.
needs lots of mkeover.phewww.
she cnt even wear her own BLUSHher.duhh.
and her lipgloss, alwys astray.
she has a bike with floral pedals.
She's a FREAKK.bhahah.
but, she's beautiful.very natural.
she PLEASSED evryone,incldng the cleaner.
she's DESCENT.sweet pie.
her eyes are glory, lips are perfct, i wish i have her CHIN.
she alwys mke me jlous.
wht is sure, i cant be like her.
not even alike.

next, is my elderBRO.
AFY.as a short.
the young,sophisticated,sportsman.
brands and mney and chicks
is his fav.
football used to be his glory
bt bcz of afew accndt
he dumped football.
but he alwys plays ftsall.
even rprsnting his cllage.

my lil. SIS.
we call her OSYA.
she's the mst gngster.
she's LOUD.asthma.SPORTS.
and mostly, GIGGLING and LAUGHING.
great fwen,
and of crse.
my bestfwen.

my lil .BRO.
call him IM.
the super BRILLIANT.
kids nwadys.
still small. loves to eat.
cnt go anywhre without buying NEW TOYS
he's INDULGENT and COSTY.
but, it's WORTHy by looking at his GRDES.
his fav is to ask me teach him to draw.
yikes.

among evrythg in dis wrld;
nthg can cmpare my LOVE for these guys.
they were ttrbly AMAZING.
thy are my SECRET weapon.
my lovey dovey.

hi.

hello, guys.

seasons greetings.ngehee.

cnsiderng tht thre are a fw probs and thng messed up wif my old blogg,

so i'm mkng new one.hhe.

hope evrythg run well, this newww yeearrr.

bhahhah.

well, for the first start, it wnt cmplete without ice breaking, huh?

hhe.hello, peoples.

me.fara, or wawan.for shorttt.

crrently, a LOSER at house.

gaining WEIGHT, just like my mom awlys nag me.

butt, i'll be emplyed. by this mddle of mnth.

whoooahh, u go gurl.

i'm 17. prcsely will be 18 dis may.

i hope time stopppsss. bcz i dunt like being ADULTT.

bcz when u're adult,

u will srrow of all your mstkes.

thnking tht u're mture enough to fce the wrld?

i dunt thnk so.

when u're a CHILD, u allow mstkes in ur life.

tht wht child is all about.

bt ADULT, each n evry moves u made,

u're risking, each and evryone surrounds u.

owwhhh, NEVERLANDDD.

i wishh u were TRUEEE.

peter pan, sve me..