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Sunday, January 31, 2010

tday was a fairytale.

tday hve been much mre thn
a fairytle fr me

frankly,
yeah.i'm lstening to Taylor Swift's
ltest hitz fr Valentine's Day mvie
bt tday was DAMN fairytle ;p

here's a toplistt of my Tdayy's Fairytle.

1) i wtched toothFAIRY.
sriously, it ws DISNEY chnnel mvie
cant get rid of it, ttly fairytle.huh?

2) i wtched tht movie with my most prcious FWENS
it has been like mnths
snce bfre spm yett
we planneedd ths day-outt
and, tday was a fairytale.

3) i'm not schooling anymre
mre thn anythg.it ws a fairytle!
bsicly, i dont like school
so, ending the nghtmre was a BLOSSOM
mybe i end up wtchng the sme krean & jpnese mvie
bt it was good to nt school again.
actly, me SUCKKS
bcz i once dbated on this mtion;
"school is fun"
it was govrmnt
and i was the frst speaker
the one opening the case.
it was ttly the SUCKEStt dbte evr
i cnt prform well,
majorly bcse
I HATE SCHOOLS
cnt help it, i guess.

4) i cant help thoosee lyrics!
the TAYLOR SWIFT's
sumpa, aku kipas susahh mati dye!

Today was a fairytale
You were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
Yeah yeah

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
today was a fairytale


5) tday was a fairytle bcs i gott a fairryytlyy textt
whch i wontt tell anyone.
so keep it secrt okayyy?

Friday, January 29, 2010

me.korea.jpan.mvies.

org ckp;
bgai bulan ngn bntang.
p.rmlee ckp;
irama ngn lagu.
bdak2 mzms ckp;
bgai Chkgu Keep ngn suar tdo nyea.
ta un bak Kak Rose ngn Pencilboxie
ps; chkgu keep ngn kak rose jgn mara.
ku teringt kat korg.
imprssive aa ni.bhahah.

tpi, tu la prumpamaannye.
metphore,smile,
evrythg was a mystery.
me,krea,jpan mvies are ttly meant fr each other.
it was a mystery.
unslved mystery.anther da vincci cde.
pples were texting me ask,
hey, bbes, wtcha doing?.
i was like fwrd the sme answer,
"uh.ngah tgk citer krea.eh, mak aku pnggil la, nnti text ko blik"
pdhal, emph. i need prvcy and time fr my mvies.
hahhah

it was a disease.
and sortt of virus.
it wnt stooppp.the addiction!
if u put me in a chmistry class
ta un, klass sejrah,
i was like snooring, and wat klang taikk mate gakk la
bt, if u put me in a room wth a cmputer and krean n jpanese mvie
i shall nt leave the room,
like freverrr!bhahah.

i got this creepy thng
it was like
i have wtched the mvie like 1000 times
but i keep on crying on the sme spott
evn if i already knew Aya-chan will end up dead in One Litre of Tears
and, i'll laughed at Jeremy and adore him
evn if i've heard tht stpid jokes each time i wtched U're hndsme U're beautiful
i'll wtch either MyGirl, My Sassy girl or PRince Frogg bfre i went backk to hstel
and when i'm prtically sad, i'll wtch Hana Kimi and Atashinchi No Danshi or Gokusen
and even whn i'm violent i'd wtchd My Boss,My Hero.

and, during nights
my dreams will emeged ny KAWAII heroes frm each mvies
Jun-pyo, Jeremy, Gong-chan,Done-oh,Soh,Tae-kyung,Sano-sama
uh.wht a sweettt days of mine.
krea and jpns mvies are nott much but a fairytale
it keeps me dreaming and amazed
who knew it was destined?
mybe i like it tht wayy
bt me sure i'm nott the only one whm is a victim
mny-mny more.outsidee there.
star-strucked and
Drama addiction disease

butt,
sooner or later.
i need to wke up frm this dream
it was too fairy talyy and out-of-mindyy
too muchh fantsy until i'm afraid to wke up
i end up hving my life wrapped in the cmfter
dreaming aboutt illogcal stuff tht shall nver cme true
hw damn i wishh tht evrythg was truee
those cndlla's glass slpers,
and the snow white's apple, mybe the mgical pumpkin whch turns into a limo
but, reality was much cruel thn tht
a day tht we need to ovrcme.
each mnutes,hours,days and weeks passed by
i need to end this fairytale.
but, howw??
mybe firstt, i should stop dreaming of
my prince with his white horse.

abgku bjet hero hndustan.

bhahhah.
here i am wrttng a postt at 5a.m
after wtching jpan mvies.
makk un jeritt; "ko ni baek kje jea.
kat umah ko mlangakk tgk citerr,
bwk aku mnntu KACHAKK, MATE SEPET
BYKK DUET tper gakk!
bzeer jea air mte ngis tgk citer kore jpun tue."

yeah.mum was ryte.
thinking backk last week,
i was crying in my bed,
thnking it will be an END,
after being emplyed.
man, my life vostt overrr!
smpai ngis bngkak2 mte,
abgku, AFY ingt ader owg kcau aku kt tmpt kje
ngn muke hero hndstan
dye nakk blsah owg tu
bjett nyeeaa.tpi touching la, beb!
sbnrye tad un jadah mngarutt tue
td AFY call dlm kul 4pm,
aku ckp la da bhnti kje,
dye gelakk, kwn2 ye un glakk kt blkg.
aiseh, wat loudspeaker kea?
mlu aa aku beb.
msti kontrol bai.
kwn2 afy byk KACHAK2 and MONEY!
hhuuuu.
tpi dye trikk nfas lega.ouish.
mybe a sign tht i was 100% safe.
no workk no harm
tenkies abg.
biar un
muke ko bjett shah rukh khan jea
tpi, u were DAMN prtective.
ily la,abg!
tenxx.
i noe deep insde u do love me too.

teringt lakk tyme kat genting,
huishhh.
akkaku CYQIN tu pnakott,
OSYA plak asthma
the restt kat indoor gmes
tnggal AFY ngn AKU jea
na naekk space shott
yg kjap dye trik ko kat ats pastu bwah ttbe
fuhh, rse mcm nak tkluar jntung,usus sume
yikes.
btw, tht wasnt the stry,
story whn ader mamat ni kcau aku
tyme ngah beratur nak naek bnda jadah tu la
tyme tu Afy ngah bli ape ntah
aiskrim kott
aku berator aa surg2
mamat yg mgarut tue kcau aku,
chechey,besenye dlm drama krea jpun
msti ader hero yg bpak nyer encem tlg en.
tpi, abg aku lak dtg.
chchey.bjet padiaappa jea.
hahah.abg aku un na blsah bdak tu
da la bdak tu speaking jea,
ta pndai bhse mlyu
ouhh.tdakk.aku un ngn ayunye
mlega en keadaan.
then, we played the gme.
bt, tht wasnt the end of stry
pas jea abis gme tu,
mummy called,ckp suro kua
outdoor, dah nakk balikk! cepatt!!!
me,cyqin,osya un nakk blikk.
chup.chup.wait a sec.
tak ckupp surg ni.
aishh.afy, hang pi maner?
ruper2 abg aku ptah blik tmpt tdi,
crik mamatt td.aiseh.
dasar jantan.pntg btoll.
i caught him PINK HANDED,
ngah blasah bdak tu,
tngan dye dah kt kple bdak tu da.
i was like,
whtt the ????
ayo.dahh, balikk2.
aish.abg ni aku mmg over skett.

sng ckp mne2 aku pegi,
dye psng spy la
tyme aku FORM ONE,
bhahah.muke nakk innoscntt jea
mule2 dpt class KRK kat SMK ALOR AKAR
abg aku da wisau.ye la, aku skola pmpan en,
dye da suro geng dye protect aku
cehh.tyme tu dye dahh kat skola sukan tu
tpi still psg spyy oo
last2, aku msuk skolah pmpan gk, SMK AFZAN.
geng2 dye un beria2 la
last2 hmpeh jea,
aku ta msukk skola tu unn.hahahah.

tyme ku FORM 2
pnyer la nakk prtect aku knun,
tpi dpan2 tak ckap un ngan aku
jual mhal tol.hhaah
nk jdik en citer
abg aku snggup jdik ptukaran plajar kat skolh sukan lipis
wlau un smnggu
dri jhor dye dok lipis
hhahah.tiap2 ari dtg mlawat aku
cehhh.tkjutt berokk aku
ingtt laki mner nakk jmpe aku
ruper2 abg sndri.
tpi tyme tu, dye paki jersi en, bjett hawttstuff jea
akak2 senpal kem slm, akak usrah aku plakk tu
aish.gatal benorr.
tpi, smggu tu, abg aku snggp jln kaki ke skolah aku
tyme2 riadah
wlu un tad tournmnt
dye wat muke tatao malu jea kt pkguard
dtg mlawatt aku.
hhahah.

so, the cnclusion nye, abg aku cring la kott.
tpi, wht is sure,
he's nt tht kind of guy yg exprss his feeling obviously.
mcm SNOWman
tgkk dri jauh nmpak WARMM jea
ble sntuh dye SEJUKK.
arigatou na!
oppa,kamsamida.
xie xie, ge ge.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

so lttle tme,so mny snaps.tnkies ugys.





backk to my lvely days

weeee,
bloggerrsss.i am a total LOSERR!
hhahh. justt rsgned frm the KFC bbes.
whooaa.dnt even dare to askk whyy,
emph.to be true. KFC's really good.
teaches me the wrld.

kat kfc, mntg2 aku cashier,
ader yg pngl makcikk la, itu la ini.
cstmers is alwys RIGHT!
bykk cntekk.hahhah.

but i learnt alot at KFC,
ada atu ari yg i kne hndle cstmer yg bisu,
it wasnt smthg ordnary thg tht we can have,
by tht time,
ader stu weird feeling
the feeling of helping the society
sddnly appears.
tht guy mtx order,
but he text it with his hp
2 chic rice cmbo,
and he's doing sign tht he cnt speakk,
luckily i knew a few sign lnguage
and he smiled as i understnds his lngge
it was very fastt
bt i'm glad tht i cn help
it wasnt smthg yg kte jmpe evryday.hhee

nextt, ader cstmer frm China
cnnt speakk englishh, mlay un tabley
kecekk cine jea la
emph. bt i pasn gk yg he cme frequently
frst time, kak jiemah yg uruskan
kak jiemeh blaja chnese dr aunty
tpi next tyme tue dye na order bnda lain plak
sume owg jdikk pning kple
pastu aku un tnye la
"are u chnese? cn u speakk hanyu?"
aku un pndai2 bntai amekk order.
brblaoi gak aku amekk class mndrin
lckily, he understnds me. i understnds him.
wrking in kfc mkes me feels interntional
i meet englishmen, bese la tu
jpan, chnese, evn mute pples.

snce i was wrking fr only 6 days and 1 day off
bt i realised the hard workk and vlue of hmanity
i learnt alot like i was there fr 6 mnths
i fced many kind of pples
tpi, i ta dptt gji la
sbb kje ta smpai smnggu
it's okayy
bcz its wrthy fr the vriety of exprnces
and meeting up with mny pples
it was ttly WORTHYY.
nw i know the vlue of MONEYY and WRKINGG.
so, simply jgn kuatt shpgg la,
mak sye ckpp.
hahhah.tpi tgk la smpai ble bley than
sbb sye tgh plan nakk bli heels baruu.
moree SHOESS, pliss.hheee

Monday, January 18, 2010

cuakk.cuakk.

salam.
sumpa.skunk aku msia plg cuakk kt mlysia, doe.
tday is my frst day! OMG!!!
sumpahh tkott.
da aa tu syiff dri pkol 5-11 plakk tue.wawawwa
aigoo.
n the bestt part, my bff emy just QUIT,
bt for sure i dont blme her
me strt late too
poor her.
fyi, dye dmam kott trukk.
emilia syakira;get well soon.tc,macikk.
i'm all alone.of crse ade dlin, bt i need GIRLfriends,bby.
chuaakkkk.

ps;mtx ugys doakn evrythg gonna be fine.hope so.wawawa

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

they were AMAZING!







bhahah.
so, here's a POSTT,
about a few GIRLS tht TRUELY
bcming who they are,
from the UGLY DUCKLING to the BEAUTIFUL SWAN;
and blve it or nt,
smtmes, it justt needs COURAGE,
CONFIDENCE and, TALENTt.

u go GIRL!

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

ps;bring tissue to wtch ths post



sye amek vdeo ni dri blogg best fwen, sye.CHUICHA.
creditss for you, tenkies <33
emph.
but, wtchng ths lttle by lttle rise up
my sprt to dfend their RIGHTs
and support em.
iloveyouguys.
bcz ugys wre so TOUGH
and nver cmplain fcing life
bsides, u try to cheerish each scond
with smile and joy
even if u see the DARK sky
in the DARK, u created RAINBOWS
in the rain,
u dance through it.
whreas me keep NAGging, and UNGratefuL.
and nglecting evry inch of my bdy
wthout realizng
thre's othr pple who doesnt evn have one
trying to CHEERISh their torn heart
and wipe outt their tears.
i feel AWFUL and SHAME of myslf
ARIGATAOU.
you're my HERO.

Monday, January 4, 2010

nada.nt a LOSER anymre.bhahah.

well.
i have a GREATt new.
i am OFFICIALLY nott a LOSERRR.
gwrrr.hahah.
listen, evryone.
i have my own KWSP accnt.yay.
evn my sis dnt have one.
eithr do my bro.
so, hre's a few snaps
of me n emilia
in our jrney of being ADULTSS.
nooooo.








small SUPERHERO







hey,meet again.


tday i wnt ugys to meet with these

petite HEROES;
SMALL but yet with BIG hearts.

not a typical HEROES we alwys see,

dffrent vrsion but with smillar courage.









meet AZHAN.

he is just 12 but he is OLDER thn his age
he's COURAGE,
RESPONSILBLE, respective.
but underneath this small MATURE boy
thre's a DaRK SECRETt, tht he tries to hide.
cme frm a broken fmily.
he was ABUSED by his mother
he LOST his small little sister since he was a kid
bcz his mther gave her to other pple.
until nw, he rgret he couldnt prtect his sis.
do we evr prtct our own sbling?
duhh.we evn SCOLD and BEAT thm, arnt we?






meet HAZIQQ;
he's SMALL.he's8.
but he's bdy size is MUCH smaller thn that.
he acted AGGRESSIVLY bcz
he was DISSAPOINTED and
tired of PROMISES.
jst like wht the prents did to him.
he alwys dreams of the prmises
"mak jnji mak ltak haziq smnggu jea.
mnggu dpan, mak amek eh?"
weeks by week,
it turns up to be months and years.
now, HAZIQQ is delnqnt n hates
PROMISES.




meet NADYA SOFIA.

beautiful.very BEAUTIFUL.
abused and harased by PARENTs
caused her to live with WHEELchair.
her legs was like lifeless and it
dpnds on herself to srvive.
cnsulting the dctor every 3 days,
rehab evryday.
she's 12 dis year.
but she hvent been to school.
bt tht was her last wish,
she wnts to be a doctor.

ps; we even sneak out and did not go to class
bt we nver realize smone's hoping to be at our place
and study.
to find and cure pples.
we just dont care, ryte?




frnds,
smtimes we're too SELFish and UNgratful
of all NIKmat gave to us
this heart tht still pumping,
theses HANDS tht is wrting this post,
these EYES tht wtching and reading.
evrythg.
i really hope,
tht we shall nvr frget the unfrtunes
the orphnes, and poor.
bcz if we dnt take care of em,
then who will?
















Sunday, January 3, 2010

Single Is Sexy <33











yes.




alwys is SEXY.




a girl's life wouldnt be PERFECT




without GOSSIPS, CHOCS,SHOES,OXY,




and of crse




SISTERS.simply, SIS.








we've been chased by wrdens.




hummiltd infrnt of stdents,




we flew the gates,




we were hated by pples




calling us BITCH, and stuff




bt we stays tgher.








we nver care even if they care




we are wht we are




and bcming who we are.




tht was the bestt thng of being a part of SIS.








sis,




i miss our movie nights,




our day wnt accmplish wthout putting OXY at each other's face




and; gssip around




our day-outt eating BAKSOO,




and hw amzing tht we still hlding each others hand




though the obstcles and days




facing the STALKERS, and BIATCH




who keep talking and making stories




just to make us far apart.




i love you, SISTERS <33.




frver and alwys.

missy perfect.

hey.
now, this post is about my fmily.
spcially ddcted for em'.ilyguys <33

well, strating with. DADDY.
my dad is QUIET.
could be HILARIOUS,when it cmes to srious crcmstnces.
he alwys put my nerves on,
when he keep asking the sme question.
but, he nver rfuses our dmnds.
he's COOL.

MUMMy.would been dead wthout her.
she's like my HEARt and my CELLS.
she's INCREDIBLE.tough.and BESTT.
she alwys thgt dat i was the hardest among my sisters.
yes, i am.
i disobeys her.bt, she's used with it.hahah.
my mum is SUPERB.
she's our COOK, our TEACHER, our TAILOR
and she still cntues hr studies.
doesnt she GREATt?

yes.now is the BESTt part. my elder sis.
her nme is SHYQIN.
she's WEIRD.chinese look.
needs lots of mkeover.phewww.
she cnt even wear her own BLUSHher.duhh.
and her lipgloss, alwys astray.
she has a bike with floral pedals.
She's a FREAKK.bhahah.
but, she's beautiful.very natural.
she PLEASSED evryone,incldng the cleaner.
she's DESCENT.sweet pie.
her eyes are glory, lips are perfct, i wish i have her CHIN.
she alwys mke me jlous.
wht is sure, i cant be like her.
not even alike.

next, is my elderBRO.
AFY.as a short.
the young,sophisticated,sportsman.
brands and mney and chicks
is his fav.
football used to be his glory
bt bcz of afew accndt
he dumped football.
but he alwys plays ftsall.
even rprsnting his cllage.

my lil. SIS.
we call her OSYA.
she's the mst gngster.
she's LOUD.asthma.SPORTS.
and mostly, GIGGLING and LAUGHING.
great fwen,
and of crse.
my bestfwen.

my lil .BRO.
call him IM.
the super BRILLIANT.
kids nwadys.
still small. loves to eat.
cnt go anywhre without buying NEW TOYS
he's INDULGENT and COSTY.
but, it's WORTHy by looking at his GRDES.
his fav is to ask me teach him to draw.
yikes.

among evrythg in dis wrld;
nthg can cmpare my LOVE for these guys.
they were ttrbly AMAZING.
thy are my SECRET weapon.
my lovey dovey.

hi.

hello, guys.

seasons greetings.ngehee.

cnsiderng tht thre are a fw probs and thng messed up wif my old blogg,

so i'm mkng new one.hhe.

hope evrythg run well, this newww yeearrr.

bhahhah.


well, for the first start, it wnt cmplete without ice breaking, huh?

hhe.hello, peoples.

me.fara, or wawan.for shorttt.

crrently, a LOSER at house.

gaining WEIGHT, just like my mom awlys nag me.

butt, i'll be emplyed. by this mddle of mnth.

whoooahh, u go gurl.

i'm 17. prcsely will be 18 dis may.

i hope time stopppsss. bcz i dunt like being ADULTT.

bcz when u're adult,

u will srrow of all your mstkes.

thnking tht u're mture enough to fce the wrld?

i dunt thnk so.

when u're a CHILD, u allow mstkes in ur life.

tht wht child is all about.

bt ADULT, each n evry moves u made,

u're risking, each and evryone surrounds u.

owwhhh, NEVERLANDDD.

i wishh u were TRUEEE.

peter pan, sve me..