for someone special

hha.
maluu nye, ckp nak bhnti tlis kt blog ni,
tpi nyibuk2 plak.
tper2.

so, this post is special for my very-very best friend.
her name is AQILAH ABDUL JUMAAT.
iHEARTher.
she's going to MESIR this 20th.
damn.i miss her soo much.
only-and-only if i could turn back time and
be there whenever she needs me.
QILA,
just wanna say;
I'LL STAND BY YOU.
MY BLESSING WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU <3.

F.Y.I, Qila
has been my classmates, roomates and most of all my very best SIS.
she's BEAUTIFUL but FRIVOLOUS yet,
she's always there by my side.

i lovee youuuu sooo much lahhh Qila.
sorry eh klw ade ppe.
sumpa, aku syg ko.
waaaa, jgn lupe aku doe.
ppe hal ckp la kat aku.
doa en aku :'((
saranghaeyo <3

kenangan 403.hhahaha.klaka.ily,mek!

miss me?

yuhuuu.
for those who keep on asking
and repeating all-over again.
here's an announcement.
ME CHANGED TO ANOTHER BLOG!
kekeke^__^
lately i hate being stalked,
whatever. i made a new one, and luckily nobody knows.

TOODLES bby.see ya soon.
and mostly, DON'T MISS ME.kekeke (:

23.start to plan baby!

i really wanna tell but my friend wants to used the lappy :(
all i can say is, START PLANNING BEFORE 23!

should i ever hold on?

group discussion.

it was 3 in the evening
and i was the 2nd last to come to library
since Baie sakit perut.hha,
but the group discussion was fun,and what i like the most
in this English class and group, totally NO BOYS!
i mean,whoaa!hee.
we discussed for about 30 minutes and the rest we
were laughing, snapping pictures and looking at
people who were dating.
these are some webcams this evening.FRIVOLOUS!
go,BEN students!

amyWAWANhouse?

so here's a thing.
i easily asleep no matter where i am.
either it is on the other people's bed,while i'm talking
or anything, i easily sleep when i'm drowsy.
so this evening, i just get back from my group discussion
and i fell asleep with my eyeliners on.
when i woke up from sleep, everyone in my dorm was like,
HANTUUUU!hahah.
one of them told me,
u already look like Amy Wine House, except for the hair.hha.
ngekk!smpai aty korunk :)



seriously,i look like her?

the EVIL step mommy!

so whatever.
my life will never be fairytale.
but then,things get really sucks and now i knew why
pples alwys say that there's no place like home.
totally.for more than one week, i was terribly sick.
my voice cracked and i sound worse than the frogs calling for rain,
and i had this hot and cold thing.
i am terribly cold and i lost my new glasses because of it.
i went back to my hometown and seriously i should not be writing about this
but i'm trying to remind myself.
THERE'S NO PLACE LIKE HOME.and i miss my MOMMY and my KITTY.

don't go :'((

tell me whenever i go wrong,
remind me when i forget
laugh with me
so that our memories will remain
and cry with me whenever you're tired.

i was browsing my fb and touched with everyone's wishes,
thank you,guys.
at least i'll soldier on for today.
but i was terribly cried when i still waiting fr someone's wish.
and,how you dont call that day.
i ain't know why this all happen,but you seems to astray.
sorry for being such troublesome to you.
just to tell you,how much i appreciate you
247 like we always used to be.
i even paste the note u gave me,seriously.
please,dont let go bcse one you already.believe me
so do i.so please dont :'((

we are the torchbearer for the ummah :)

hahahha.
yaw,wassup guys.missing me?
hee.malu** (ttbe jea)
wee.in case uguys wre puzzling,
i havent register my lappy yet,so i cant get wireless.
blablah,whatever.then,my roomate was like,"hey i slept at 2 bcse i online"
i was like,BORROW ME YOUR BROADBAND!hahhaha.so,here i am,bby!
hee.
yeah,yeah.
at first i was quite suprised,
of all IPTA,IPTS in malaysia,why IIUM of all?
why?honestly,why?
first day in IIUM, pples was like,"adik,jgn pkai bju cmtu kat UIA,haram!"ayo.=='
"adik,potong kuku ye."
so many complains and nags.
knpe aku stuck kat UIA ni,bkn Cking ke?bkn Osya?ayo.
but the best thing in IIUM,i got to see the Islamic ways.
mean like dress,friends,seniors.
yeah,they always like no that and dont this.
but when you look at them,you feel comfort,their faces are bright.nurr.hahha
aku skunk,ngehh.but,honestly,yeah.
kat sni,senaman un selawat.hahha.tpi seniors dye cm bpk gyle baik kott,
ntah le,bile nk buat salah,rse malu plak.
hahaha.insya allah,slowly hidayah will come.
amin.hahahha.pelik2 jea post aku.

scratching some memories

the past 2 weeks.
yeah,around that period of time.
i was busy.nahh.not with the varsity stuff.
but hanging out with friends.
slept over and had my hair done pretty.
yeah.we had fun.karaoke and singing without really care if my pitch gets the note.
or not.hee
blablah.yeah.indeed.i sound like frogs.KODOK punye when i sing,ngehh.
tpi bjet nak nynyi lagu BEYONCE.hha.what really matter is that i had fun.
right?right.oh,please.
right then i realized that we cant easily get what we wanted.
once we got it,we'll appreciate it more.i hope so.
hey pples,thank for always stand by me.and hanging around with me.
even if i sucked u guys.hha.thanks.ngee.
just trying to scrathing some memories before i go.
actually, i wanna put some photos but i forgot they were in my phones.
and rase sgt2 mls nak upload.akhirnye.hee.taded la.
sorry.hee.

the CREEPIEST dream ever!

hey guys.
its not even 6 in the morning, and i'm at front of my lappy with wet eyes.
i just woke up from sleep and that was the CREEPIEST dream i ever had in my entire life.
i guess i should stop watching thiller movies like THE CRAZIES,ORPHANS,RECORD and stuff and should curb myself.or else i'll end up dreaming these stuff as i kept the plot of the story in my head while sleeping.
OM MY GOSH.
it was like so real,that i even crying after i woke up and glad it was a stupid dream.
NAUZUBILLAH.
it was about my little boy,IM.
we were on a vocation at Bukit Gambang Resort.
aint know why.my sister,Shyqin was there.me,Shyqin,mummy and Imran.
at the night,somehow we detected something wrong somewhere with Im and he acted aggressively like killing peoples.
and a pakcik who was a friend of family was the master mind.
he was a freak psycho and affecting Im(i dunno how he affecting Im)
and towards the end of story i lie to Im about going home but actually i called the police for safety and police made him sleep with a shot,not with the bullet from guns and stuff.it was the thing from the mental institution.
and i was crying i was saw him being shot.and i lost hope and say ;
mummy is he going to the mental institution? my mom nodded.
frankly, i realized it was a dream when the police shot Im when suddenly i saw a few Super Junior member.cool.and they were looking at me as i was crying to see Im being shot.
whatever.it was a dream.luckily.
i guess i'll go and hug Im.
i hear some noises at kitchen.must be mum.
gotta go.chop.chop.bye.

kesian kucing saye :"((

dah beribu kali aku ckp kat Wani Khairoon.
waaa.
sedyh aku tgok kcing ku, BLACK
ditindas.hha.
jahat.ade some kind of kucing mengong warne putih
every night dye gigit,blasah,Blackk.
kesian Black.bdn dye dah penuh darah2.
kesan2 gaduh.waaaaaa.
selamat en insan tk bdose ni :'((
ps; kpd owner of kucing yg blsh Black ni, we need to talk.
men-to-men talk.i mean it!

gayy.

first of all, i need to be clear on sometthing.
i'm NOT GAYY!thank you.GAY.
word that always stick up some where at me.
where ever i go.
duhh.please.
do i have like some kind of labels written at my butt saying,
i'm gayy,call me tonight!

smlm,aku da byse.
buat medical checkout sume ngn bdak2 ni,
dah tengok BELUKAR (thumbs up!)dah nak main bowling,tk ckup lane,
dah main karoaoke (Emi's absolutely crazy.hha.)
watch the movie at Atie's fb.(smpt promote)
pstu,dah syok2 best jea depa balik lu.tao la msing2
dah ade kete.lesen sume.hha,jles.marah.
tinggal lah daku sendirian di Megamall,lepak di
Popular,bce majalah.Free!hha.
pastu, there's a bunch of girls wearing sports attire with minah rempit tudung,
suddenly one of the gang came to me and hugged my hand,
"nak g makan tak?"dye tnye.
OMG.aku cm."huh?"
dye tnye agy. "nak ikot tk g mkn?"
lme gkla dyowg se group kmppul kat dpan aku,
ilang selera nk bce seventeen magazine,
aku cepat2 tarik tgn aku.blah.
sumpah,paling ngeri.
YA ALLAH,kaum sejenis.

ttao bkpe. i got stuck with these kind of peoples.
not to say they bad.but when it involves u,
directly,insecurity is what we call,FEAR!
zman2 skolah pmpan dulu.time form one.
i got knotted (not really actually)
geli nye bile ingat.
i was the Ketua Keceriaan.(muke bangge)
then my assistant(a girl,of course.i was in the girls school)
she was over nice with me.biase la.
bwk bekal mkanan sume.pstu cm tlis2 note.
tlg buatkan keje aku.snggup stay back kat skola.
then during CHINESE NEW YEAR, she invitted me to her house.
dye siap tmpah mkanan halal tok aku, in case i did not eat food
her mum prepared.she was nice.very nice.
bile aku dpt twran MRSM,dye pling sdeyh(tk masal)
dye nges over skali.pling kuat.maluu aku.hha.
pstu lpas aku g,kwn dye confessed to me,
that she likes me.
gyle mung.cpat2 aku berambus situ.
hha.
nooo.
again bloggers a confession that i need to highlight;
ME NO GAY.please understand.

believe me, i got more gayy stories that i even aint wanna write it down.
girls,i'm sorry.hha,bjet hawtstuff jea.

fight like fighters! hwaiting~

mereka pergi dahulu.
dlm merealisasikan impian
berbekalkan semangat berkobar-kobar.
HWAITING~
aku un ttao jdah haram ape yg aku tlis ni.hha.
rakan2 ke METRIKO,goodie luckie.jgn nakal mnje eh.
ps; Shyqin,dah2 le memonteng riadah.hha.crik kwn rmai2.tc yang.ily ^^

HH.

i fell in love with this person.
weirdly, we met something in common from the first day we met.
we laughed like hell,
and still she look at me from the best of me
sometimes,i may look down
and she holds me up till
my wings spread and beautifully fly again,
for the good,bad and worst.
she was the only one.
muchio gracias,my friend.
i wont forget the times we had.
i dont think this love,but this really
makes me triggered whenever we met,
and people call it, BEST FRIEND.
ps; we're not gayy.honestly,i still like cute guys.where will i put my Donghae?
hha.but my mom were damn worried.tkot ank jdik gayy.no way mommy.


(muke aku cm pkai bdak Carry Junior 10 kati persis eyang.hha)

ps; i love you HH, tq la sokmo lyan SUJU aku,smpai mp3 ko penuh lagu kurea.

SIS gath.imyguys!

waa.
best na mati lepak ngn dyowg.
hha,wlau un cm pling tk buat xtvt un,
beratur beli tket wyang un tk tgok wayang,
kate nk nynyi krke un tk nyanyi,
kate nk beli bju tok SISTER's TRAVELLING Tees la,jeans la
ape ntah, un taded jgak.last2,lepak Gardens
mkn wok,(mahal tpi tk sdap) pstu brak
dari psal isu bdak kne tmbak ngn polis smpai, Oprah Winfrey (pelik sket)
ngn PLKN,ngn wrden sume kngan.hha,
abes mse borak je,sumpa best.lme tk jmpe krunk.
too bad, Aqila's nt around.waa.tper2,
next time,Insya Allah.
soo,here's some snaps!whoaa!



(abg mnje tlg tngkp en.ksian dye,men petik je spe2 yg lalu.hha)



(ni tyme borak punyelah pnjg,smpai Kak Pah kol,soh balik)



(ps;bls dndam kt hanan sbb ltak gmbar busuk2 kt fb.hha)



(kat TS,pling ttao skali nk buat pe.beli keychain,7 RM10,pstu blah.hha)



(kat DINO WORLD,yayasan phg.ayah Wani plng sporting.hha)

bdak kmpung :))

yeay!
plan nk buat suprise Krun,mnjadik jgak!
tyme tu,Krun mjerit cm urg gile
kat Burger King,sbb tk sngke Wanie,Shyqin ade.
hha.Happy Birthday,Khairoon Diyana <3
hha.plan nk gath SIS bfre msuk u.
alhamulillah.wndu gyle kt dyowg.sumpa.
da pling byse smpai KL da mcm bdak kmpg,
tgok KLCC un jerit.hha,kalah indun.
tbley blah msuk KTM,LRT sume(aceceh.kl.)
sumpah,pling tbley lupe,tyme nak blik dri TS ke hotel blik smle.
mmg tkbley blah.
pling extrme,yg tnggal,AKU,WANIE,SHYQIN.
hha,sume stck2 Phg,yg len kne balik awl.
Ya ALLAH,mmg pling mnje.
dgn ktowg beli tket men pndai2 tekan je mesin.hha,
pstu,dgn salah msuk lorong.
(mujo ade tnye abg nakal,dye ckp kne nek train dri Rawang)
nakal.klw tk,mmg ktowg pling sesat ntah mne.
kt dlm KTM,ngn Bangla merate2.
and pling pntg,(wanie tk suke aku ingtkan)
ade Bngla,korek idung,selambe ayam.
dala da mcm srdin,pling syokk je korek.
sumpa,aku cm nk tmuntah tgok dye.stret je dpn aku.
blkg wanie,aku pling byk dose skli nek KTM,
bcampur2 laki pmpan,rapat2.sumpa,
nakal tol.okayy,psni nk upload gmbar gath.aww.
nakal~

Suprise!

mummy,saranghae.

OMMA,
for standing with me all these 17 years and 337 days,
thank you.
for looking at me even on my worst days,
thank you.
not MONEY,not even HOUSES or a big BMW,
all you ever wanted is a FLAWLESS daughter who's trying her very best
proving to her only mommy and charm in her eyes.
no cakes,no flowers,no candle light dinner,
who else could be more WORST daughter than i am?
mama,
wa ai ni.
dui bu xi.wo bushi ni de hao de nu er,
ruguo wo ai ni.
chongmal-chongmal,saranghae.
omma,kamsamida.^^
ily and happy mothers day :)

movie mania.

yeah bby.
this week, i've watched movies like.whooa :)
nakal manje.
saje je an nak buat ulasan mnje skett.

1) THE CRAZIES watched with EMILIA.
tell me about it.well,most of the screaming were from me(malu) and Emi.hha.
and,ade abg mnje kat sblah ni, i guess dye nak rakam kott,buat cetak rompak.
hha,kesian dye.he looked and glanced at us like 1000x and with the look, "bodoh,diam lah!"mesti rkaman dye penuh ngn our screaming.hha.tu aa buat keje jhat,tgok ape jdik.hha.not to mention,about 70% of the whole movie,Emilia's hand covered my head and sight.mybe sbb tkot,and bak kate Emilia,i was all-out!kuat sgt ke suareku?hha.ayo.tk jdik nak cover ayu.ngehh.what that need to be stressed here,hha.i totally fall with the hero,hha.DAVID.comel gyle,sgt2 syg kat bini dye.da la kaki dye sumpah pnjg.hha.ala2 model gtu,nakal mnje.mcm laki dlm VACANCY.my type,bak kate Krun.hha.stck2 wawan.ayat DAVID yg buat aku cair; 'don't ask me why i cant live without my wife because i won't ask you why you can'.waa.tak ke sweet gitu?aww!

2) HOW TO TRAIN DRAGON?
mmg pling lmbt tgok citer ni.hha.mule2 pling tnak tgok citer ni,tapi sbb nak tgok ngn IM tercinte.hha,layan jea.agy un Im belanje.hha,nakal mnje.klaka citer ni. my first impression was maybe it was a typical dream work and disney cartoons.nut,totally not!hha,yg pling best,nanges kott bile HICCUPS hilang kaki tyme last skali.aceceh.mnje.

3) THE LOSERS.
tengok dengan EMILIA(again?hha.),ATIE,FARA NADYA,AMAN,AYEN and DLIN.reunion kecik2.hha.manje.18 xx. what cn i say.a few scenes which personally i think, alaaa.tk payah ade laaa.pelik2 jea citer urg inges.hha.tpi cter tu klaka.hha,worthy la kott.hha.but in the end we was like, WHO'S FADILL?hha,who happen to be the key of the story.hha.

banyakla tengok movies,duet un dah kering asyik kua,mkn,shopping.ngehh.duat yp rm500 un dah lesap.hha.2 hari jea doe.pstu mak bebel cm bnde.hha..manje kak pah.ngehh :)
okayy u guys,time for my kurea.daaa.tc.^^

at least we wont have another teacher in the house =='

OMG!
nothing in this world will turn out like what we expected.
i guess.i always turns out really-really opposite like what we plan.
chongmal-chongmal.
first thing came out in mind was;
will i be able to do this?waaaaa!
i'm tired of planning and planning.
ya ALLAH,sumpah.ttao la nak buat cmne.seyes.
nak mktb perguruan,tak dpt.tak layak.
dye nak stret a jea ke pe?
matrik plak cm mengong.otak cm aku nak msuk mtrix,kentot jea la doe.
busukk.
ceh,dpt upu plak.dpt LAW doe,UiTM.what ya think?
yup.kentot,korek idong la aku.hha.
payah aa gini.asasi plak doe.
mampuih aku.ciritt aku.
nak kawen un taded spe nak kat aku.
tak laku,bangla un muntah tengok aku.
waaaaaa!
sumpah,malas nak pikir.
selame ni,aku ingat tabley jdik doktor,nak jgak jdik cegu,
cecey.noble profession aa knun.ngehh.
ayo.silap2 dpt kos yg bwk urg g jail.hha.
mao nye klw dpt kes rogol sume tu,tk pasal2 suspek tu
da mati kne blasah ngn aku dulu bfre hakim sume buat kputusan.
hha.klw ikot panas baran aku ni,ttao la doe.hha.
sumpah,mls pkir,nak smbg tgok citer kurea agy best :)
hha.pling heven.ngehh.

buli-membuli-dibuli?

well-well.
satu kitaran lengkap plak,
BULI-MEMBULI-DIBULI.
bully,bully.bloody.
whatever.
arini aku menjadi akk mithali,hha.
ku jmput IM kat dpan pntu,
dpan pntu jea ble dnga bunyi van
CIK USOP (pkceq yg anta IM), berlari aku g bkk pntu tok IM
sje jea nk buat2 rmntic.hha.
pstu tyme bkk tu IM tgah kua dri van,
muke brkerutt,beg besa jea kt blkg.
ksian adik aku ni.
pstu dgn selambe bdak air,aku nmpak adik aku kne buli.
oh-sesedap bahase jea.ko tk tao ke aku ni TAEKWONDO?
hha,yellow belt jea nk keco.ngehh.
pnas aku,panas.
pstu dye jerit kat IM,
"anak manjeee"
IM un jerit balik;"biar aku lahh!"
aigoo.syabas beta,syabas.
aku un ngn muke padiapa nye mule investgte IM.
Im ank sape tu?ssdap mlut mak dye jea ckp gtu?
IM geleng2.biarlah.
aish,ini bukan main2!
Im ckp la bdak tu slalu buli IM.
aku pelik la sgt-sgt.IM ni pngwas,bju da stylo da
pkai tie sume,siap blazer agy,aiseh.kne bully.ayo.
malu kturunan tuu!
alaaa,IM ckp jea kt Kak Fara,akk blsah dye abes2.
Im ckp,tak pyah le.biar dye.
aiseh,spe akk ni?asl IM agy matured.ngehh
IM mule lah hikayat dye,
bdak tu nme **** (drhsiakan demi mjge nme baik beliau)
bdak tu setahun tue dri IM.
bdak tu dok kat flat dpn ni,sllu buli IM.
bdak tu dah taded ayah.
mak dye un busy so taded mase nak cncntrete kt ank2,
sebuk crik rezeki.
Im ni sgt lah rapat ngn aboh, so bdak ni
pntg klw nmpak IM mmg tk puas hati,
mybe the fact yg IM rpat gyle ngn aboh
and he doesnt have one.
lpas dngar jea bnde tu,trus diam.ZIPPPP ITT!
yeah, tbley nak buat ppe.
ksian plak.tpi smpai bile nak buli IM?
kesian jgak adik bngsu intan pyung sye tu!
he knows what he's got to do.
plus,Im is far-far more matured and can think better than I am.
i pray Im will be alwys happy and under God's supervision and safety.
amin.

omg! newly inspiration :)

OMG!
OMG!
OMG!
wo de donghae ke yi jiang hua yu
hen hao.
ta de hen chong ming ;p
OMG,fara.it's tht all u can do?
u really fucking need to go-back-and prctse
promise is a promise.
i really-really need to back and study
rather than staying up all night,watching
korea.OMG!
donghae oppa,我答应你!
我会找到你在韩国.
fara,hwaiting!

i hate it :'((

i really-really don't like how it feels
when it comes towards the end of something.
call me DramaQueen or smthg but I'll cry even if
it was just a Korean drama or stuff.
it feels like smthg have carved on your heart
and making a FULLSTOP is just a devil to me.
chongmal-congmal.
i hate goodbye!
:'((

metriko :)

aww,
i brwse to my dashboard and it was damn full of new postt
of matrickkkksss.
like wht's the big-big deal man,calm over lepakk.chill.
aww.ya mybe
i wasnt interested going there anyway.tht's why i was like ZERO!
huu.dun care,duwanna care.LIC!
yeah,mtrx were like a place fr BRAIN and CONSISTENT students.
and cross outt bby. i'm totally not either of that!
and it was like SCIENCE course and i was like HEELLLOOOO,can smbdy get me backk to earth??
i've made a promise to myself to not let me suffer not any moree.studying science was wayy amzing and beyond my capability.sorie mummy,i cant be a doctr.
having CHEMISTRY,PHYSICS AND BIOLOGY is like u having the 3 weight of cegu hafizan,cegu hisyam and cegu nadzrul.
sorry,complicated.white flag!
anyway i just cant get myself excited texting the results for MOE MAT(ic num) to 15888 (hha,OMG,didnt i just promoting it or smthg?)
whatever.
and i got it.i was MERTIKO PAHANG,i guess it was Gmbg.evryone mking fuss of it :)
and the nice thg about it, i can fly to Bukit Gmbg Resort Wter Theme Park (mine and wanie's plan in case we enter it,i dont think so.hha)
to be honest, it was amazing because it was sort like a renion for ASSUNTA,MJSC KUALA LIPIS and eventually also MJSC MUADZAM SHAH.
i got many fwens there who got the same offer (yay??)
chuicha,fatin aisya(i guess),err.many fwens frm lipis, Rosey,Atie,i dunno.countless!
and Mzms i got my sis there,wanie and cdowt.
should i really-really go there?


matrixx look :)hha,no wayy-!

shangke!

today i had mandarin class.
i was fun, because we learnt a song
called 后来 (hou lai) which means after that.

it was very sweet and sad love song.
hha.i learnt a lot and knew most of the students there tonight.
i guess it was ironic bcse this song was frm a jpanese song
which was my fvret song,hahha. MIRAI E

here's the lyrics.

hou lai wo zong suan xue hui le ru he qu ai
ke xi ni zao yi yuan qu xiao shi zai ren hai
hou lai zhong yu zai yan lei zhong ming bai
you xie ren yi dan cuo guo jiu bu zai

wei zi hua bai hua ban luo zai wwo lan se bai zhe qun shang
ai ni ni qing sheng shuo
wo di xia tou wen jian yi fen fang
na ge yong heng de ye wan shi qi sui zhong xia ni wen wo de na ge ye wan
rang wo wang hou de shi guang mei dang you gan tan
zong xiang qi dang tian de xing guang

(okayy,dah2 tu,ltih tekan)

so overall the song was about a love story

a girl who learnt from her love story
when her lover step out and lost inside the crowd
and only with tears she learnt the meaning of love
frankly lagu ni cm geli2 jiwang busukk tpi sbb lagu miraie cm bestt plak
hahah.
yeah whatever.but it's a TOUCHING love story.

intervie-interview-INTERVIEW!

yeah, i know.
it's like damn weeks ago,but i frgot to write it in the blogg
how could i?!
hhe.
thinking bout it,mkes me nervous
like yeah.
it was just yesterday i was on my way running
by the hallway of my kindergarten
playing barbie and trying to wear mummy's big clothes with her heels
with lipsticks and make ups all over my face
and enjoying my childhood life at Assunta,
it seems like yesterday was the day i went to Lipis fr the frst time
i was scared but i'm glad to have friends by my side
when i looked back,it seems like just now
i was chased by wardens, frowned in front of other students
typically,i'll be crying
but i'm laughing because i did it with sisters.
time just passed so fast,like in a blink of eye
oh- how did i wish i dont become adults =='(sigh)
well,life's goes on-and-on
now, i have my own make up set
i dont wear lipstick instead i wear lipgloss
and heels
and now i'm having my interview (actly weeks ago.hha)
dont wanna story because it was lame and very horrible interview
i just cant believe i've become such a big-big girl.
Hwaiting,Fara :)
gambate kudasai! aza!

hello babyy shinee!

anyong!
hee.
ryte now, spending my precious time with KOREA-KOREA and more KOREA!
veryy damn fun u know!hha,
so.in a moment i'm watching
err.PERSONAL TASTE,jun-pyo blakon kott,
really-really latest one.hha :))
thumbs up!
the story is about a very CLUMSY girl who really-really
argh,dunno wht to say la,her clothes.aigoo.
whatever it is,Min ho is an architect and he rent a room at the girls's
house,bcs of a few accidents, the girl thought that Minho is gayy.
klaka gyle citer ni,

nextt,HELLO BABY SHINEE.
5 member of SHINEE,very cute.hahha
i guess citer ni un baru gak,sbb
tyme tgh film ths reality show un tyme FEB 2010,
kindda new la kan?aww!
and the most exciting,they were just as my age
and Taemin(one of SHINEE) is 1 year younger than me.
klaka sbb depa kne jge surg bby, YOOGEUN yg 27 months
domo kiopta!
hahah,cutee gyle2.yg plg bestt sbb YOOGUEN(bby tu) muke mcm Minho(slah surg SHINEE)
hahha.mmg sebijik,mate besar sume.hahha
cuteee ;p
actly nak post kat blogg vdeo hello bby shinee,tpi taded embeded plak,
it's okayy la.hee.



SHINEE APPA-Minho appa,Taemin appa,Key appa,Onew appa,Jongyun appa. <3 YOOGEUN

IM clean FREAKK!

aritu,tyme
aku ngah sodap-sodap mimpi DONGHAE oppa
IM sddenly msuk bilik,hha.
mesti perli jea keje dye.
ALLO ALLOO,morning-morning.
adik dah abes skola da pun!hha,da tngah hari,membute agy?
msti mulut bdak da lme idop.
'alaaa,smlm kak farah byk tlg mak kat dpur,ltih.kci tdo lme skit'
byk la,pdhal unline jea memanjang!
mmg dasar bdak nak kne side-kick ni
aish,asl bao masam jea ni?
'IM,en kak farah bru rndam softlan bju IM ni?'
dgn muke jijik nyee
eww,ni bkn bao adik,ni msti bju ni bsukk,kak farah rndam lagy la.
cpat2 dye bkk bju dye cmpak kat muke aku
okayy,adik derhake.
pastu blahh,aku da plg byase gni.

teringt mlm smlam mak tngah greng ikan
dye bru blik maen,
da nak dkat2 mgrib bru balik maen,sje je kne kan dye
okayy agy adik,farah tu,nak mgrib bru bgun!
adeh,terkene balikk! =='
pstu IM g kat mak,
ank bngsu tak sedo diri,plg disygi la knun
mak un cium dye,mcm da seribu taon tak jmpe
pdhal IM g maen kjap jea,aku da plg byase terbio.
pstu IM jerit;
makk.busukk la.
dye bao2 tngan dye.ewww,mak pgnag tngan adik
kan dah bao ikan.eww,busukk la makk!
aku cm da tergelakk terguling2 kt ctu
ha-ha-ha.
sorie,sorie.mak wat muke bersalah.
emph,sngguh tak adil,klw aku msti dah kne keja ngn parang klw ckp gtu kt mak aku
klw IM tu siap SORRY SORRY (lgu SUJU,aww.mnje.hha)
IM un blah mandi.

last week,ktowg g knduri kwen ank kwan aboh
kat mne ntah,nak kte pdalaman taded aa smpai pkmpgn owg asli sume
tpi dalam gkla,
smpai jea kt stu,ade taik lembu sume,
ktowg stedyy je nak jln,ttbe pndg muke IM berkerot2
bebel smtg slow-slow sbb klw bsing2 mak marah,malu owg pndg
ttbe dye bisik kat mak;
ma,adik ni bkn tak suke kmpg,adik suke mak (ayt nak plg tbley blah)
tpi adik tak suke ni,taik2 lembu mak.
geli lahh.
hhha.aku cm gelakk smpai nak terkyak gkla bju(sbb dah gmuk,bju un tak muat.hha)
smpai2 sne
g tgok pngntin kt dlm bilik pngntin,msuk dlm umah jea
aku da plg byase owg pndg aku cm aku da rogol ank owg
cover cun jea la,nak wat gone,
tmpang lalu,macikk(ayt pmpan mlyu terakhr)hha.
msuk jea bilik pngntin.OMG!
skunk da tao asl sume pndg aku gtu.
hha,rupe2 nye bju aku nak dkat sme dgn pngntin
pngntin tu pndg aku cm aku ni bkal madu dye gkla
hha,bkn la bju aku mngerlip sne sni,taded aa sme sgt bju,tpi
warne dye SEJIBON gkla.hha.
cpat2 kua,mkn,chauu.ang ta psal2 aku
tsalah jdik bini owg plak arini.

okayy,balik smule citer sal IM,hha.
snang citer bdak ni pelik skett,
dalam pnggan dye,tbley ade BAWANG,CILI
klw tak,seharian dye tmao mkn,sbb bnde2 gtu dye kate
bao kuatt sgt,busukk.adik tak suke.
aish,aku debikk skli bdak ni ang,memilih ko.
tpi aku bertuah la dpt IM as my didi(adik llaki)
sbb klw aku mls nak bsuh pnggan,bunyi la bsing-bsing kt dpur
hha,IM la yg bsuh pnggan.sbb,IM ta suke bnde2 kotor.
hha,so dye yg bsuh kan.hha(gelak jahat)
klw da lwat sgt nak bersihkan rumah,
mak blik kul 6,bru nak kmas umah
IM la owg pling bgus skali nak tlg(klw dye tak g maen)
dye tlg la lipat bju(wlau un aku gk kne lpat smle sbb busukk sket dye lipat)
hha,at least dye nak tlg.^^
kamsamida,IM!hee.
ily IM busukk!

nyahh,khas buat nyah mnjee!

aww,meletop nyah!
mak bkan pe nyah.
mak da lme tak jmpe nyah.
last tyme jmpe un kat Bentong aritu nyah.
hha,wnduu aww!
adeh.nyah,ko jgn ingt ingt mak da lupe nyah.
mne bley lupe geng jande mletopzz,
hha.sumpa ckp,
wndu gyle ko.gwwrr!
nyah,
klw ikot frst tyme mak jmpe nyah.
mak tak sngke nyah ni bjak bkte2
mak tak sngke pulak nyah ni bley jdik
YANG BERHORMAT.hha.
sbb nyah ni bkn jnis BESU ke tyme nyah dpt
bestspeaker mnggu bhse kt lpis,
nyah dah bkin keco stu lipis nyah,
nyah mmg RAWKK abes!hha,
mak bngge jdik kacip nyah(kacipp ke tyme 2?)
nyah ingt tak tyme kt mnggu bhse nyah
hha.kte maen tukar2 kain.
tyme frst tyme kte MNGGU BHSE kat PASIR SALAK,
mujo tak sme tyme bahas dbte,hha.
siang nyah pkai,mlm mak plak.hha.
tyme kat UIA la pling BESTT nyah,
sume owg tbley lwn ckp due ekor bdak kecik ni.hha,
kecik2 cli padi,(iklan downy la plak)
nyah,mak wndu la nyah.
hha,ble nak trun qntwn nyee nyah,
sebokk ko nak g JOM HEBOH,
mksiat je sume tu nyah.hha.
gwrr!ok la nyah,jgn nakal2 aw.
u ni mnje sgt,wsau mak.
mak nak nyah jnji ngn mak smthg,
(ekslsf dpn sume blogger au)
nyah jnji dgn mak;
nyah jage diri leklok.nyah tkan give up in any crcmstnces,
klw ade ppe,nyah bgtao mak.
nyah ni lawo,rmai boys kjar,
klw bf nyah ni bngong sgt ke wt ppe ke
nyah bgato mak au,
dun hide2.u jgn nakal mnjee.
i love you soo much la,nyah.
ASNIRA BINTI AHMAD.


(kat umah auntie mak,bru bgun tido ni.mate sume bngkak!hha)


kesian gmba anith,skmo kne crops.hha,naseb.naseb.
ps;sorie anith mnje!


gambar pling tbley blah skali,hha.kat tngge UIA!hha.

MOMMY,sorie.i'm just IMPERfect.

mommy;
fr not filling each and evry of ur expcttion,
i'm SORRY.
fr not fulling ur dreams,
i'm sorryy.
nt being such a HATEFUL daughtr
i regret it.
but i'm gving my bestt.
in case u aint noe.
i love u mre thn anythg in ths wrld.
mommy,i guess i had enough.
mommy;
i failed to be wht u wanted me to be.
i give you all my life.
snce i was kid,
u nver ask me if i really wnted to go to mrsm,dont u?
u left me and took my 5a rslt,
mking me wait alone at the bus stand.
u nver proud of me in anthg i did.
evrythg!
i hide frm you,my secrets and my fvrets.
u just wont like it.
u nver proud of me with evryhtg i wanted to be.
thre's time when i lied to you about going to a camp
right after upsr exam, i told you it was just typical camp
begging u like hell until u nodded and said yes.
it was a camp where i reprsnts the district for drama,
u went there ryte bfre the drama
when i was make up,and
u were shocked and took me awayy,
u just wont allow me do things i wanted to do,
thgs i like.
our coach tried to stop u, and talk to you.
fiercely u said to me;
ths gonna be the LAST TIME ever!
tht nght i won the best actress awrd.
i nver tell you tht,u just wont be happy as i am.
mommy,i'm sorry.

mommy,
the only thing u proud of me is nothg.
i tried my best in school and got 8a's in PMR.
all u gave is just a call,and tht's it.
i was force to go to mzms,
u noe i hate tht school,and i miss lpis,
u rgret it when i end up getting bad rslts in SPM
while my fwens in lpis were hving flying colours.
mommy, I'm SORRY.
now, all my life i gave to you.
u choose my crses and unvrsty
u also frce me doing stuff i hate.
going thre and that.
now, u called me frm the office and force me
to go smwhre in uitm for TESL teachers.
mommy, i just wanted fr you to listen,
wht my heart wnted me to be.
u choose my life,my path since i was born,
but you knoww, i'm imperfect.
and for that,
i'm sorry.

I heart hazwaniHANIFAH.

bbes,
ily soooo much la.
tdi teringat sal RIDAN.
i rmbered bout our frst met,
pnteng tgk kawad dlm kemah.hha.
mls nak berjemor,sumpa RAWKK!
tyme tu,taded spe un pasan.hha.cool doe.
pstu tgk stelite sme2,last2
nmpak tiang bukitt jea doe =='
and snce tht dayy,we were walking tgher
and twinkled our fngers and prmised to be;
BEST FRIEND FOREVER!
i miss youu alott,bbe!
tengs alot fr being my CRY buddy.

the bestt part is;she will give me ANYTHG,inclding her love fr me.
pagi tdi i was soo frustrated cz bru tao kissing stuff bout
donghae and jessica.
i knew bout their gssip & rmours tpi sal kissing,
i aint noe.so,i textt to wani;
wuny,aku da ta mnat DONGHAE oppa dah,
my cmpetitor was DAMN GREAT la.i give up.
she was like;
"laaa,asal?tper2 kte share MIN HO la,nakk?"
soo sweettt la.ingt smpai mati.
hha.chomrl gyle.even if klw it was just sharing
artist,tpi mmg comel la.hha.
tengs-la wunyy,sumpa aku sygg ko gyle2.hha.
SIS frver <3



(gamba dlm toilet ECM,hha)



(best singer in history!)



(wunyy wat muke comell!)








(webcams!)

soo,i just heard this song at utbes and stuff.

I DEDICATE THS SONG FR HazwaniHanifah.
tengs buddy!

hang outt with LIPIS gurls.yougys RAWKK!

hha,
hao jiu bu jian.
shashiburi!
its been a LOOONNGG tyme.not tht long actly
just lastt weeknd,hha.
i was ttly having fun,hanging outt.
ieqa was staying in my house,so
i barelyy online.hee.
lotss of COOL stuff we did.
fisrt,tht nyte we were baking cookies till about 3 am.
and we finshed the whole trayy tht tyme too.hha.
ieqa and i was like; mcm bao kt feymes ames jea.
hha.sumpa pasan.
the cookies was full of shpes,stars,moon,cars,drumstick chic,hha
we were creating it using our own hands.haha.taded bnde cop2 tu un.
(muke bngge)tpi,hampeh jea.taded aa lawoo mne.
nextt day,we met FIE & DLIN.wtching mvie.
it was 'the edge of darkness'
at frst i thought i was about vmpire.
sbb mlm bfre tht i wtched a trailer.ingt en cte tu
rpe2 psal len,politics,and stuff.hha.
tmbak2,bunoh2.pstu bdak2 ni tnye la;
wawan,mne vmpire nyee?hha.i was laughing like hell.
nextt,ieqa and i was hving fun at home.
we were playing make up,and doing our hair like in saloon.
hha,we get our hair ironed.hha
and hving lots of fun putting mke up at each others fce.
we wtched EHB,SUJU.of crse.ieqa was ttly into SIWON.
hha,we giggled until 4 am.
ieqa tought me to sew my own bju kurung.
so,i'm on my wayy!hha.i'll ttly post in blogg when i fnish it.
we went fr ponco2 and aerobic(mom's idea)
hha,it end up having lots-lots of fun.
we went to see njwa,arina,iffah and fie again.
ieqa,it sooo fun hanging outt with you.
ily<33.

Arashi la pulakk!

tday, i woke up EARLY!
dun get me wrong,hhah.
my mum yg kjot eh,klw ta mmg bdngkor.
last nyte i slept at 4 am,tpi ttao gone
bley bgun awl,kul 7 lbeyh plak tu!hhah.
mmg busan la, so usha2 la vdeo.hha.

terjmpe plak mv ARASHI-love soo sweet
yg sye suke gyle2 nak mati tyme form 2 dlu,hahahh ;p
nakal manjee.hahah.
comell la,hhe~
jengg jengg! hhee



sorry aa blogger,hahah.
mmg sgt busan latelyy,rse cm leftt outt jea,
hahah.aku da byase terbio2 ni.
so,mmg cmfrm stiap hari aku tlis blogg aa
hahah.mybe 56 kali kott seharrii.hahah

ARASHI-trouble maker.



hhah.
dlm ARASHi ni,hahah,kte plg suke yg gigi arnab
hahah.yg plg KIUT MIUT skli,
hahah.NINOMIYA KAZUNARI,
とてもかわいい!
hha.chumel tgk dye blakon dlm citer Yamada Nadeshiko bnde jdah ntah
hahah.AN CHAN! sgtt sygg fmily dye.
hahah ;p



hha.
so skunk ni abes en mse tgk D NO ARASHI plak,
skli tgk cm EXPLORING HUMAN BODYY SUJU.hahah
lyan jea doe.

CHUICHA,my childhood fwen,my BESTIES!

hha.
ni nme dye;
postt NAKAL MANJEE!hee.
postt nakal ni tokk kwn sye la;
CHUICHA.nme yg ku reka sjak zman ASSUNTA agyy.
hha.mlekat smpai skunk.whooaa.
nme peno dye; NUR SHAHEERA bt MIDI,
hha.bday 1st of Sept,btol dok??hha.




sya sgt sygg kwn saya ini.hahah
chuicha & I were bestt fwen i dunno like snce we were in Primaryy Skool
we were running,crying and giggling tgher smpai ta psan yg ktowg da mkin tue!
hahah.nakal.
klw tyme muda mudi dlu,after 7pm je,msti either she call me or i call her
we'll be talking like blablabla,hahha
ckp psal citer cine yg tgk kt TV3,(dlu pemes citer CINE)
and tme passed by,even when she moved to CMRON HGLNDS,
we're still BEST FWEN,
even if she use CELCOM,and me MAXISS,i'll brrow mom's hp.hahha ;p
and,now.msing2 dah tue.
and finding our path,
we're still pressing our keyboards evryday! to YM tgher!hahah,
talikng bout our SUJU oppa!hha.
아주 귀여워요!!
hha.mine is DONGHAE,she'll have KYUHYUN.and our snd choice will be vice vrsa, my 2nd choice in SUJU is KYUHYUN and she'll have my DONGHAE.isnt tht CUTE?
we won SUPER JUNIOR tikets tghter(best achmnt,so far!)
we were planning 2 go to HANGUG tgher,finding SUJU,ke yi ma?hahha

our BIGGEST secret is, we used to have an AGREEMENT ryte bfre the holidys end.
like; kmi jnji tmao BERCINTE jdah ngarot ni.hha.and until now, we DID IT!
잘했어요!! and like kmi janji dptkan 5a,UPSR.8a,PMR!
hha.nakal,tyme2 tu bleyy aa jnji,tpi tyme SPM ta jnji plakk,
mujo ta jnji sbb rslt cm BNAGANG jea.hahah =_='
soo, our nextt prmise is to HANGUG??
우리 모두가 해냈어 수 있나요?
jia~yokk!hwaiting!hahah.

ps; CHUICHA,sygg ko smpai ble2 o!syes ckp.hha :))

WAWAN meets her TRUE FIGHT!

hha.
ugys will prbbly think ths is SILLY,but,meet;
NAJWA.dunno her full nme.
hha.klw kire2 bley dkte en 2 pupu la,
mak dye sepupu mak sye,whtever la kan!
hha.
dye brumor ta psti,tpi bdsr en neneknye,
ta smpai 2 taon agy,i was like.
MAK AII, tpuu aa,aishh.
so,tyme mle2 jmpe wt baek2 aa en,
try2 angkat.ayo.
mao ostprsis aku o,prkinson aku.aish,
sumpa ta lpas.hha :))
ini bdak byak krenah la,
dye cm msuk jea bilik aku,
jmpe kotak tmpt ltak brg2 aku,
ape agyy,KUMBAHHH!
aish,mujo kecikk,klw tak,mmgg!
dye cm kuar en sume rantai2 ku,
dan glang2 (tmsuk gelang SIS)overr bdak ni,
pstu dye cm pkai sume gkla,
pstu dye cm sepitt rmbut dye ngn sepit aku,
tyme muda mudi dlu,aish.mne ktip ni??
and the frst think she attck was PINKK STUFF!
i was like,aisshh.
nenek dye un jeritt,
ko ni najwa,maleh nenek nak lyan ko eh,
nnek letih ni(slang NOGORI)
aku la kne babyysit bdak ni,mmg tabley blahh.
tyme anta OSYA kt MZMS,pkai bju krung aa en
hahha.blagak ayu dpan nenek!
aku la jge si bdak NJWA ni,klw tad owg nmpk
aku sekeh je kple bdak ni,bykk songeh ngat
hahah.
dye cm tarika ku g mne2 gkla,nkal dye ni.
dgn heels baru aku,dye cm trik lalu kt batu2 gkla
aish panas bdak ni,ta pham2 ke,hhah
pstu ade surg pkcik lalu ckp;
ni apehal ank trik mak ni?
mmg tyme tu terbakar jeaa rse,amboi2
pkcik 2 da bjnggut da,sedo diri kamo sket
aku mude agyy eh.hahah (ttbe terse sndri)
bdak ni cm mkan ta hnti gkla,
dye mkn SEPINGGAN nsik sme byak dgn ku,
BISKOT oreo,cendol separuh,dgn 1 bar choc cdbury & 1 bar SNCKERS yg aku nyer dye amek
selambe bdak air dye amek,
mmg ta than bdak ni,hahhah.
tpi ble ttbe dye ckp;
AKAK,MARILAH SNI dkat NJWA.(pelat2)
pstu ttbe cium,mmg sumpah COMELL.hha.
klw gni,ko curik la cklat aku,donghae aku ke,pnggil aku nenek un
aku CAIR la,hee.
i lovee you, SI KECIKK NAJWA!

수 없어!

noooo!
i thought my NIGHTMARES was over,
but it wasnt, the game has just STARTED!
OMG!
first of all, i was SHOCKED and ttly FRUSTRATED
sbb dlm 5 jam lagy tok knsert SUJU oppa nak mule,
baru tao tmpat ROCKK PITT A,ktne.
kat tngah2 STAGE doe,waaaaaa.
soooo DAMN frustrted,

(my seat, klw tak nye oppaku aku mnari2 kat skeliling)

SECOND OF ALL,
so,ble da ta dpt g knsert,crik gkla vdeo2 kt utbe nih,
waaaaa.lagyy aa jles.sumpa doe,
yg plg tbley blah, DONGHAE oppaku,
mule2 ku ingt en rmbutnye makin pnjg,
so i thought BUSUKK aa skett,
so tper aa ta dpt jmpe dye,okayy aa kott.
tpi ble tgk2 blik vdeo,waaa!
donghaeku bermbut PENDEK & sgt lah stylonye
sooo-myy-style la
waa,nenek kbyan mne yg ckp rmbut DONGHAE mkin busukk ni,
mmg aku sumpah dye abes2,smpai aty ktok oppaku bgitu,adeh.
mmg ta bley blah tgk vdeo ni,
mmg aku knang sumor idopku :'((
bukti tok anakcucuku,hhah
WAHAI ANAK CUCUku,tngok lah bkti nenek ko
manje2 nakal2 tyme muda mudi dulu.
hahah.




to my SUPERJUNI-OR! oppa,
nnti en kmunculan ku di HANGUG,hhah. ^^

my luckyy STARR!

so today GOD finally answers my prayer.
when i was soo DOWN wth my SPM rslt,
i open up my palms and doa,
evry cloud has it's silver lining.
pliiss, show me, the miracle if tht wasnt my dstny.
GOD answers my prayer.
todayy prves tht DREAMS and HOPES cn come along.
evn if it was like ONE in TRIZILLION, but it's all about DREAMING
and blve wht u like.
myy BIGGEST dream were cming true!

ptg tadi,aku cm bru bgun tdo.hha.
tgk2 cm da pkol 5 lbeyh kne g bsuh pnggan gkla
ang mak mngamuk sje je doe
hahah.pastu ngn baju basah lecun,hp un bunyi.
chuicha laaa.hee.
chuicha; Farah,aku ase ko kne g KL doe.
Aku; adeh asl plak sbett aku g kl?
chuicha; sbb ko mnag tket SUPERjunior doe.

i was likeee.
MAKKKKK!
ths feeling is mre thn getting stret a's
hahha.mre thn anythg.sgt heppy.pstu bhnti jap;
Weh,chuicha ko syes ke maen2 doe.ko jgn wat aku gni.
hha.klw aku maen2 asl astro kntek aku doe.
chuicha ckp.
it was the bst moment EVER!
i was going to meet my SUPER DUPER CRUSH!
OMG!!
so,todayy was a fairyytale.

tpi blum smpai part mak sye agy
(rsenye mcm mak sye plak main chrcter dlm blogg ni)
hha.
of crse la mak2 bkn nak bg nyea
i was calling and begging and texting at the sm tyme
and dgn simple mak ckp;
TAK BOLEH!
hhah.nak wat gon,redhooo je la dooee!
emph, ppe FARA stayy cool, HWAITINGG!
wlau un tbley tgk muke donghae oppa dpan mte,
waaa,wlau un dpan seat plg dpan kt Mlysia,
waaaaaaa.biggestt sorrow ever!
oppa,cm backk to Mlysia nnti!!
waaaa.

SISTERS, i justt MISS yougys veryy muchh!

meeting during the result dayy
was a BAD IDEA, but after seeing each other
we gained couarage evn of it was HORRIBLE.
bt we still laughed like we used to.
i love ugys soo much, i just kept staring those phtos we tken.

I LOVE MY SIS,
arap dpt jmpe WUNY & SHYQIN sbtu ni,wlau un kt UMP je,
cm busukk gkla krnval pddikan.lyan jea doe.