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Wednesday, March 10, 2010

the answers fr my prayer.

errr.
in my cmpter,it's already
1.57 in the mrning.
fr me;it's like,
cmmon la.mlm msih mude la..
hhah.bt unfrtnly,
pples were snoaring & dreaming.
tik,tok,tik.
aish.11th March.
xingqi si,tui ma?
hhah(sje test pwer,kci laoshi bngge skett ^^)
hahha.pples were lyke cmmnting and fb-ing bout ths date.
adeh,sume ckp;alaaa.cuakk nye sye.cuakk la.tkot2.
hhaha.
doh mu tkot ngat bkpe dok kecek2 sejuta kli?
aish,mu wat orghe lain kecutt,tao dok?
(adeh,da kua da slang)
emph,to be hnest,
nope.nadaaa.i feel nthg!
bsdes,i even enjying my krean mvies,
BOYS BEFORE FLOWER bai,hahah.
jun pyo ku yg kacakk(iklan je)
hahha.adeh,msti sume ckp
adeh,cnfdent nye bdak nih.amboi2.bjett tol.
aigoo.
bia aa ppe owg na ckp,
yg psti ALLAH MAHA PEMURAH,
bk kte lgu Mandy Moore,have a little faith in you.
i'm nt cnfdnt,dfntly,NOT!!
i'm friggin' scred to know the rslt,
justt i'm nott holding such big dreams,u know.
evnthugh my mom does,
wlau un muke stonyeh dye ckp;
mak redoo FARAH,hahha.
gud2.tpi da knal sgt muke tu,
muke bharap aa tu.
so, i kept silent & fr a mmnt start to think.
if only,only,i can prove to you,mummy!
fr such brden,it wsnt easyy.
so, i sat & prayy;

dear GOD;
pliss give ONE CHANCE, even ONCE
to prve myslf,
to my dearest prents, espcially mom.
fr GOD's sake.
she's my life, my anythg.
i might quarrel with her all the tmes
and end up smashing outt loud the door
there are evn times whn i disagrees her
almst all the time,
my shoes,my clothes,my nails,the way i talk,the way i laugh
is the way i opposed her.
but,it doesnt mean i doesnt love her :'((
i even love her more,
mybe need her to listen to me
its the way i rebel her.
my sisters alwys thought tht i was an
expnsive investment
to be hnest,yess.
snce i was small,even 6 years old
i'll pick my own EXPENSIVE dress,
evn if mommy thought it wsn't worthy
i'll cry my lung outt,and she'll buy it to mke me stop crying.
she puts me in ths camp tht i wanted just
bcz i never attnd any camping bfre
and costt her mre thn anythg but dizziness
i bought shimbal(shoes) evry mnth
and she cnnot say NO!
she put me ths brces so tht i cn look mre beautiful
& cnfdent espcly whn i'm dbating
fr mre bigg scrfice, she bought me into ths wrld
ignring the whle pain she suffer.
dear GOD,
u've seen her cry and almst die fr me
so wouldd you pleeaase mke her smile
proudly to her daughter and say;
"congratulaton fr the excllnt spm rslt.
i never had been ths proud to you."
oh, GOD pleaseee answer myy prayer.
amin.

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