mommy;
fr not filling each and evry of ur expcttion,
i'm SORRY.
fr not fulling ur dreams,
i'm sorryy.
nt being such a HATEFUL daughtr
i regret it.
but i'm gving my bestt.
in case u aint noe.
i love u mre thn anythg in ths wrld.
mommy,i guess i had enough.
mommy;
i failed to be wht u wanted me to be.
i give you all my life.
snce i was kid,
u nver ask me if i really wnted to go to mrsm,dont u?
u left me and took my 5a rslt,
mking me wait alone at the bus stand.
u nver proud of me in anthg i did.
evrythg!
i hide frm you,my secrets and my fvrets.
u just wont like it.
u nver proud of me with evryhtg i wanted to be.
thre's time when i lied to you about going to a camp
right after upsr exam, i told you it was just typical camp
begging u like hell until u nodded and said yes.
it was a camp where i reprsnts the district for drama,
u went there ryte bfre the drama
when i was make up,and
u were shocked and took me awayy,
u just wont allow me do things i wanted to do,
thgs i like.
our coach tried to stop u, and talk to you.
fiercely u said to me;
ths gonna be the LAST TIME ever!
tht nght i won the best actress awrd.
i nver tell you tht,u just wont be happy as i am.
mommy,i'm sorry.
mommy,
the only thing u proud of me is nothg.
i tried my best in school and got 8a's in PMR.
all u gave is just a call,and tht's it.
i was force to go to mzms,
u noe i hate tht school,and i miss lpis,
u rgret it when i end up getting bad rslts in SPM
while my fwens in lpis were hving flying colours.
mommy, I'm SORRY.
now, all my life i gave to you.
u choose my crses and unvrsty
u also frce me doing stuff i hate.
going thre and that.
now, u called me frm the office and force me
to go smwhre in uitm for TESL teachers.
mommy, i just wanted fr you to listen,
wht my heart wnted me to be.
u choose my life,my path since i was born,
but you knoww, i'm imperfect.
and for that,
i'm sorry.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
I heart hazwaniHANIFAH.
bbes,
ily soooo much la.
tdi teringat sal RIDAN.
i rmbered bout our frst met,
pnteng tgk kawad dlm kemah.hha.
mls nak berjemor,sumpa RAWKK!
tyme tu,taded spe un pasan.hha.cool doe.
pstu tgk stelite sme2,last2
nmpak tiang bukitt jea doe =='
and snce tht dayy,we were walking tgher
and twinkled our fngers and prmised to be;
BEST FRIEND FOREVER!
i miss youu alott,bbe!
tengs alot fr being my CRY buddy.
the bestt part is;she will give me ANYTHG,inclding her love fr me.
pagi tdi i was soo frustrated cz bru tao kissing stuff bout
donghae and jessica.
i knew bout their gssip & rmours tpi sal kissing,
i aint noe.so,i textt to wani;
wuny,aku da ta mnat DONGHAE oppa dah,
my cmpetitor was DAMN GREAT la.i give up.
she was like;
"laaa,asal?tper2 kte share MIN HO la,nakk?"
soo sweettt la.ingt smpai mati.
hha.chomrl gyle.even if klw it was just sharing
artist,tpi mmg comel la.hha.
tengs-la wunyy,sumpa aku sygg ko gyle2.hha.
SIS frver <3
(gamba dlm toilet ECM,hha)
(best singer in history!)
(wunyy wat muke comell!)
(webcams!)
soo,i just heard this song at utbes and stuff.
I DEDICATE THS SONG FR HazwaniHanifah.
tengs buddy!
ily soooo much la.
tdi teringat sal RIDAN.
i rmbered bout our frst met,
pnteng tgk kawad dlm kemah.hha.
mls nak berjemor,sumpa RAWKK!
tyme tu,taded spe un pasan.hha.cool doe.
pstu tgk stelite sme2,last2
nmpak tiang bukitt jea doe =='
and snce tht dayy,we were walking tgher
and twinkled our fngers and prmised to be;
BEST FRIEND FOREVER!
i miss youu alott,bbe!
tengs alot fr being my CRY buddy.
the bestt part is;she will give me ANYTHG,inclding her love fr me.
pagi tdi i was soo frustrated cz bru tao kissing stuff bout
donghae and jessica.
i knew bout their gssip & rmours tpi sal kissing,
i aint noe.so,i textt to wani;
wuny,aku da ta mnat DONGHAE oppa dah,
my cmpetitor was DAMN GREAT la.i give up.
she was like;
"laaa,asal?tper2 kte share MIN HO la,nakk?"
soo sweettt la.ingt smpai mati.
hha.chomrl gyle.even if klw it was just sharing
artist,tpi mmg comel la.hha.
tengs-la wunyy,sumpa aku sygg ko gyle2.hha.
SIS frver <3
(gamba dlm toilet ECM,hha)
(best singer in history!)
(wunyy wat muke comell!)
(webcams!)
soo,i just heard this song at utbes and stuff.
I DEDICATE THS SONG FR HazwaniHanifah.
tengs buddy!
Monday, March 29, 2010
hang outt with LIPIS gurls.yougys RAWKK!
hha,
hao jiu bu jian.
shashiburi!
its been a LOOONNGG tyme.not tht long actly
just lastt weeknd,hha.
i was ttly having fun,hanging outt.
ieqa was staying in my house,so
i barelyy online.hee.
lotss of COOL stuff we did.
fisrt,tht nyte we were baking cookies till about 3 am.
and we finshed the whole trayy tht tyme too.hha.
ieqa and i was like; mcm bao kt feymes ames jea.
hha.sumpa pasan.
the cookies was full of shpes,stars,moon,cars,drumstick chic,hha
we were creating it using our own hands.haha.taded bnde cop2 tu un.
(muke bngge)tpi,hampeh jea.taded aa lawoo mne.
nextt day,we met FIE & DLIN.wtching mvie.
it was 'the edge of darkness'
at frst i thought i was about vmpire.
sbb mlm bfre tht i wtched a trailer.ingt en cte tu
rpe2 psal len,politics,and stuff.hha.
tmbak2,bunoh2.pstu bdak2 ni tnye la;
wawan,mne vmpire nyee?hha.i was laughing like hell.
nextt,ieqa and i was hving fun at home.
we were playing make up,and doing our hair like in saloon.
hha,we get our hair ironed.hha
and hving lots of fun putting mke up at each others fce.
we wtched EHB,SUJU.of crse.ieqa was ttly into SIWON.
hha,we giggled until 4 am.
ieqa tought me to sew my own bju kurung.
so,i'm on my wayy!hha.i'll ttly post in blogg when i fnish it.
we went fr ponco2 and aerobic(mom's idea)
hha,it end up having lots-lots of fun.
we went to see njwa,arina,iffah and fie again.
ieqa,it sooo fun hanging outt with you.
ily<33.
hao jiu bu jian.
shashiburi!
its been a LOOONNGG tyme.not tht long actly
just lastt weeknd,hha.
i was ttly having fun,hanging outt.
ieqa was staying in my house,so
i barelyy online.hee.
lotss of COOL stuff we did.
fisrt,tht nyte we were baking cookies till about 3 am.
and we finshed the whole trayy tht tyme too.hha.
ieqa and i was like; mcm bao kt feymes ames jea.
hha.sumpa pasan.
the cookies was full of shpes,stars,moon,cars,drumstick chic,hha
we were creating it using our own hands.haha.taded bnde cop2 tu un.
(muke bngge)tpi,hampeh jea.taded aa lawoo mne.
nextt day,we met FIE & DLIN.wtching mvie.
it was 'the edge of darkness'
at frst i thought i was about vmpire.
sbb mlm bfre tht i wtched a trailer.ingt en cte tu
rpe2 psal len,politics,and stuff.hha.
tmbak2,bunoh2.pstu bdak2 ni tnye la;
wawan,mne vmpire nyee?hha.i was laughing like hell.
nextt,ieqa and i was hving fun at home.
we were playing make up,and doing our hair like in saloon.
hha,we get our hair ironed.hha
and hving lots of fun putting mke up at each others fce.
we wtched EHB,SUJU.of crse.ieqa was ttly into SIWON.
hha,we giggled until 4 am.
ieqa tought me to sew my own bju kurung.
so,i'm on my wayy!hha.i'll ttly post in blogg when i fnish it.
we went fr ponco2 and aerobic(mom's idea)
hha,it end up having lots-lots of fun.
we went to see njwa,arina,iffah and fie again.
ieqa,it sooo fun hanging outt with you.
ily<33.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Arashi la pulakk!
tday, i woke up EARLY!
dun get me wrong,hhah.
my mum yg kjot eh,klw ta mmg bdngkor.
last nyte i slept at 4 am,tpi ttao gone
bley bgun awl,kul 7 lbeyh plak tu!hhah.
mmg busan la, so usha2 la vdeo.hha.
terjmpe plak mv ARASHI-love soo sweet
yg sye suke gyle2 nak mati tyme form 2 dlu,hahahh ;p
nakal manjee.hahah.
comell la,hhe~
jengg jengg! hhee
sorry aa blogger,hahah.
mmg sgt busan latelyy,rse cm leftt outt jea,
hahah.aku da byase terbio2 ni.
so,mmg cmfrm stiap hari aku tlis blogg aa
hahah.mybe 56 kali kott seharrii.hahah
ARASHI-trouble maker.
hhah.
dlm ARASHi ni,hahah,kte plg suke yg gigi arnab
hahah.yg plg KIUT MIUT skli,
hahah.NINOMIYA KAZUNARI,
とてもかわいい!
hha.chumel tgk dye blakon dlm citer Yamada Nadeshiko bnde jdah ntah
hahah.AN CHAN! sgtt sygg fmily dye.
hahah ;p
hha.
so skunk ni abes en mse tgk D NO ARASHI plak,
skli tgk cm EXPLORING HUMAN BODYY SUJU.hahah
lyan jea doe.
dun get me wrong,hhah.
my mum yg kjot eh,klw ta mmg bdngkor.
last nyte i slept at 4 am,tpi ttao gone
bley bgun awl,kul 7 lbeyh plak tu!hhah.
mmg busan la, so usha2 la vdeo.hha.
terjmpe plak mv ARASHI-love soo sweet
yg sye suke gyle2 nak mati tyme form 2 dlu,hahahh ;p
nakal manjee.hahah.
comell la,hhe~
jengg jengg! hhee
sorry aa blogger,hahah.
mmg sgt busan latelyy,rse cm leftt outt jea,
hahah.aku da byase terbio2 ni.
so,mmg cmfrm stiap hari aku tlis blogg aa
hahah.mybe 56 kali kott seharrii.hahah
ARASHI-trouble maker.
hhah.
dlm ARASHi ni,hahah,kte plg suke yg gigi arnab
hahah.yg plg KIUT MIUT skli,
hahah.NINOMIYA KAZUNARI,
とてもかわいい!
hha.chumel tgk dye blakon dlm citer Yamada Nadeshiko bnde jdah ntah
hahah.AN CHAN! sgtt sygg fmily dye.
hahah ;p
hha.
so skunk ni abes en mse tgk D NO ARASHI plak,
skli tgk cm EXPLORING HUMAN BODYY SUJU.hahah
lyan jea doe.
CHUICHA,my childhood fwen,my BESTIES!
hha.
ni nme dye;
postt NAKAL MANJEE!hee.
postt nakal ni tokk kwn sye la;
CHUICHA.nme yg ku reka sjak zman ASSUNTA agyy.
hha.mlekat smpai skunk.whooaa.
nme peno dye; NUR SHAHEERA bt MIDI,
hha.bday 1st of Sept,btol dok??hha.
sya sgt sygg kwn saya ini.hahah
chuicha & I were bestt fwen i dunno like snce we were in Primaryy Skool
we were running,crying and giggling tgher smpai ta psan yg ktowg da mkin tue!
hahah.nakal.
klw tyme muda mudi dlu,after 7pm je,msti either she call me or i call her
we'll be talking like blablabla,hahha
ckp psal citer cine yg tgk kt TV3,(dlu pemes citer CINE)
and tme passed by,even when she moved to CMRON HGLNDS,
we're still BEST FWEN,
even if she use CELCOM,and me MAXISS,i'll brrow mom's hp.hahha ;p
and,now.msing2 dah tue.
and finding our path,
we're still pressing our keyboards evryday! to YM tgher!hahah,
talikng bout our SUJU oppa!hha.
아주 귀여워요!!
hha.mine is DONGHAE,she'll have KYUHYUN.and our snd choice will be vice vrsa, my 2nd choice in SUJU is KYUHYUN and she'll have my DONGHAE.isnt tht CUTE?
we won SUPER JUNIOR tikets tghter(best achmnt,so far!)
we were planning 2 go to HANGUG tgher,finding SUJU,ke yi ma?hahha
our BIGGEST secret is, we used to have an AGREEMENT ryte bfre the holidys end.
like; kmi jnji tmao BERCINTE jdah ngarot ni.hha.and until now, we DID IT!
잘했어요!! and like kmi janji dptkan 5a,UPSR.8a,PMR!
hha.nakal,tyme2 tu bleyy aa jnji,tpi tyme SPM ta jnji plakk,
mujo ta jnji sbb rslt cm BNAGANG jea.hahah =_='
soo, our nextt prmise is to HANGUG??
우리 모두가 해냈어 수 있나요?
jia~yokk!hwaiting!hahah.
ps; CHUICHA,sygg ko smpai ble2 o!syes ckp.hha :))
ni nme dye;
postt NAKAL MANJEE!hee.
postt nakal ni tokk kwn sye la;
CHUICHA.nme yg ku reka sjak zman ASSUNTA agyy.
hha.mlekat smpai skunk.whooaa.
nme peno dye; NUR SHAHEERA bt MIDI,
hha.bday 1st of Sept,btol dok??hha.
sya sgt sygg kwn saya ini.hahah
chuicha & I were bestt fwen i dunno like snce we were in Primaryy Skool
we were running,crying and giggling tgher smpai ta psan yg ktowg da mkin tue!
hahah.nakal.
klw tyme muda mudi dlu,after 7pm je,msti either she call me or i call her
we'll be talking like blablabla,hahha
ckp psal citer cine yg tgk kt TV3,(dlu pemes citer CINE)
and tme passed by,even when she moved to CMRON HGLNDS,
we're still BEST FWEN,
even if she use CELCOM,and me MAXISS,i'll brrow mom's hp.hahha ;p
and,now.msing2 dah tue.
and finding our path,
we're still pressing our keyboards evryday! to YM tgher!hahah,
talikng bout our SUJU oppa!hha.
아주 귀여워요!!
hha.mine is DONGHAE,she'll have KYUHYUN.and our snd choice will be vice vrsa, my 2nd choice in SUJU is KYUHYUN and she'll have my DONGHAE.isnt tht CUTE?
we won SUPER JUNIOR tikets tghter(best achmnt,so far!)
we were planning 2 go to HANGUG tgher,finding SUJU,ke yi ma?hahha
our BIGGEST secret is, we used to have an AGREEMENT ryte bfre the holidys end.
like; kmi jnji tmao BERCINTE jdah ngarot ni.hha.and until now, we DID IT!
잘했어요!! and like kmi janji dptkan 5a,UPSR.8a,PMR!
hha.nakal,tyme2 tu bleyy aa jnji,tpi tyme SPM ta jnji plakk,
mujo ta jnji sbb rslt cm BNAGANG jea.hahah =_='
soo, our nextt prmise is to HANGUG??
우리 모두가 해냈어 수 있나요?
jia~yokk!hwaiting!hahah.
ps; CHUICHA,sygg ko smpai ble2 o!syes ckp.hha :))
WAWAN meets her TRUE FIGHT!
hha.
ugys will prbbly think ths is SILLY,but,meet;
NAJWA.dunno her full nme.
hha.klw kire2 bley dkte en 2 pupu la,
mak dye sepupu mak sye,whtever la kan!
hha.
dye brumor ta psti,tpi bdsr en neneknye,
ta smpai 2 taon agy,i was like.
MAK AII, tpuu aa,aishh.
so,tyme mle2 jmpe wt baek2 aa en,
try2 angkat.ayo.
mao ostprsis aku o,prkinson aku.aish,
sumpa ta lpas.hha :))
ini bdak byak krenah la,
dye cm msuk jea bilik aku,
jmpe kotak tmpt ltak brg2 aku,
ape agyy,KUMBAHHH!
aish,mujo kecikk,klw tak,mmgg!
dye cm kuar en sume rantai2 ku,
dan glang2 (tmsuk gelang SIS)overr bdak ni,
pstu dye cm pkai sume gkla,
pstu dye cm sepitt rmbut dye ngn sepit aku,
tyme muda mudi dlu,aish.mne ktip ni??
and the frst think she attck was PINKK STUFF!
i was like,aisshh.
nenek dye un jeritt,
ko ni najwa,maleh nenek nak lyan ko eh,
nnek letih ni(slang NOGORI)
aku la kne babyysit bdak ni,mmg tabley blahh.
tyme anta OSYA kt MZMS,pkai bju krung aa en
hahha.blagak ayu dpan nenek!
aku la jge si bdak NJWA ni,klw tad owg nmpk
aku sekeh je kple bdak ni,bykk songeh ngat
hahah.
dye cm tarika ku g mne2 gkla,nkal dye ni.
dgn heels baru aku,dye cm trik lalu kt batu2 gkla
aish panas bdak ni,ta pham2 ke,hhah
pstu ade surg pkcik lalu ckp;
ni apehal ank trik mak ni?
mmg tyme tu terbakar jeaa rse,amboi2
pkcik 2 da bjnggut da,sedo diri kamo sket
aku mude agyy eh.hahah (ttbe terse sndri)
bdak ni cm mkan ta hnti gkla,
dye mkn SEPINGGAN nsik sme byak dgn ku,
BISKOT oreo,cendol separuh,dgn 1 bar choc cdbury & 1 bar SNCKERS yg aku nyer dye amek
selambe bdak air dye amek,
mmg ta than bdak ni,hahhah.
tpi ble ttbe dye ckp;
AKAK,MARILAH SNI dkat NJWA.(pelat2)
pstu ttbe cium,mmg sumpah COMELL.hha.
klw gni,ko curik la cklat aku,donghae aku ke,pnggil aku nenek un
aku CAIR la,hee.
i lovee you, SI KECIKK NAJWA!
ugys will prbbly think ths is SILLY,but,meet;
NAJWA.dunno her full nme.
hha.klw kire2 bley dkte en 2 pupu la,
mak dye sepupu mak sye,whtever la kan!
hha.
dye brumor ta psti,tpi bdsr en neneknye,
ta smpai 2 taon agy,i was like.
MAK AII, tpuu aa,aishh.
so,tyme mle2 jmpe wt baek2 aa en,
try2 angkat.ayo.
mao ostprsis aku o,prkinson aku.aish,
sumpa ta lpas.hha :))
ini bdak byak krenah la,
dye cm msuk jea bilik aku,
jmpe kotak tmpt ltak brg2 aku,
ape agyy,KUMBAHHH!
aish,mujo kecikk,klw tak,mmgg!
dye cm kuar en sume rantai2 ku,
dan glang2 (tmsuk gelang SIS)overr bdak ni,
pstu dye cm pkai sume gkla,
pstu dye cm sepitt rmbut dye ngn sepit aku,
tyme muda mudi dlu,aish.mne ktip ni??
and the frst think she attck was PINKK STUFF!
i was like,aisshh.
nenek dye un jeritt,
ko ni najwa,maleh nenek nak lyan ko eh,
nnek letih ni(slang NOGORI)
aku la kne babyysit bdak ni,mmg tabley blahh.
tyme anta OSYA kt MZMS,pkai bju krung aa en
hahha.blagak ayu dpan nenek!
aku la jge si bdak NJWA ni,klw tad owg nmpk
aku sekeh je kple bdak ni,bykk songeh ngat
hahah.
dye cm tarika ku g mne2 gkla,nkal dye ni.
dgn heels baru aku,dye cm trik lalu kt batu2 gkla
aish panas bdak ni,ta pham2 ke,hhah
pstu ade surg pkcik lalu ckp;
ni apehal ank trik mak ni?
mmg tyme tu terbakar jeaa rse,amboi2
pkcik 2 da bjnggut da,sedo diri kamo sket
aku mude agyy eh.hahah (ttbe terse sndri)
bdak ni cm mkan ta hnti gkla,
dye mkn SEPINGGAN nsik sme byak dgn ku,
BISKOT oreo,cendol separuh,dgn 1 bar choc cdbury & 1 bar SNCKERS yg aku nyer dye amek
selambe bdak air dye amek,
mmg ta than bdak ni,hahhah.
tpi ble ttbe dye ckp;
AKAK,MARILAH SNI dkat NJWA.(pelat2)
pstu ttbe cium,mmg sumpah COMELL.hha.
klw gni,ko curik la cklat aku,donghae aku ke,pnggil aku nenek un
aku CAIR la,hee.
i lovee you, SI KECIKK NAJWA!
수 없어!
noooo!
i thought my NIGHTMARES was over,
but it wasnt, the game has just STARTED!
OMG!
first of all, i was SHOCKED and ttly FRUSTRATED
sbb dlm 5 jam lagy tok knsert SUJU oppa nak mule,
baru tao tmpat ROCKK PITT A,ktne.
kat tngah2 STAGE doe,waaaaaa.
soooo DAMN frustrted,
(my seat, klw tak nye oppaku aku mnari2 kat skeliling)
SECOND OF ALL,
so,ble da ta dpt g knsert,crik gkla vdeo2 kt utbe nih,
waaaaa.lagyy aa jles.sumpa doe,
yg plg tbley blah, DONGHAE oppaku,
mule2 ku ingt en rmbutnye makin pnjg,
so i thought BUSUKK aa skett,
so tper aa ta dpt jmpe dye,okayy aa kott.
tpi ble tgk2 blik vdeo,waaa!
donghaeku bermbut PENDEK & sgt lah stylonye
sooo-myy-style la
waa,nenek kbyan mne yg ckp rmbut DONGHAE mkin busukk ni,
mmg aku sumpah dye abes2,smpai aty ktok oppaku bgitu,adeh.
mmg ta bley blah tgk vdeo ni,
mmg aku knang sumor idopku :'((
bukti tok anakcucuku,hhah
WAHAI ANAK CUCUku,tngok lah bkti nenek ko
manje2 nakal2 tyme muda mudi dulu.
hahah.
to my SUPERJUNI-OR! oppa,
nnti en kmunculan ku di HANGUG,hhah. ^^
i thought my NIGHTMARES was over,
but it wasnt, the game has just STARTED!
OMG!
first of all, i was SHOCKED and ttly FRUSTRATED
sbb dlm 5 jam lagy tok knsert SUJU oppa nak mule,
baru tao tmpat ROCKK PITT A,ktne.
kat tngah2 STAGE doe,waaaaaa.
soooo DAMN frustrted,
(my seat, klw tak nye oppaku aku mnari2 kat skeliling)
SECOND OF ALL,
so,ble da ta dpt g knsert,crik gkla vdeo2 kt utbe nih,
waaaaa.lagyy aa jles.sumpa doe,
yg plg tbley blah, DONGHAE oppaku,
mule2 ku ingt en rmbutnye makin pnjg,
so i thought BUSUKK aa skett,
so tper aa ta dpt jmpe dye,okayy aa kott.
tpi ble tgk2 blik vdeo,waaa!
donghaeku bermbut PENDEK & sgt lah stylonye
sooo-myy-style la
waa,nenek kbyan mne yg ckp rmbut DONGHAE mkin busukk ni,
mmg aku sumpah dye abes2,smpai aty ktok oppaku bgitu,adeh.
mmg ta bley blah tgk vdeo ni,
mmg aku knang sumor idopku :'((
bukti tok anakcucuku,hhah
WAHAI ANAK CUCUku,tngok lah bkti nenek ko
manje2 nakal2 tyme muda mudi dulu.
hahah.
to my SUPERJUNI-OR! oppa,
nnti en kmunculan ku di HANGUG,hhah. ^^
Thursday, March 18, 2010
my luckyy STARR!
so today GOD finally answers my prayer.
when i was soo DOWN wth my SPM rslt,
i open up my palms and doa,
evry cloud has it's silver lining.
pliiss, show me, the miracle if tht wasnt my dstny.
GOD answers my prayer.
todayy prves tht DREAMS and HOPES cn come along.
evn if it was like ONE in TRIZILLION, but it's all about DREAMING
and blve wht u like.
myy BIGGEST dream were cming true!
ptg tadi,aku cm bru bgun tdo.hha.
tgk2 cm da pkol 5 lbeyh kne g bsuh pnggan gkla
ang mak mngamuk sje je doe
hahah.pastu ngn baju basah lecun,hp un bunyi.
chuicha laaa.hee.
chuicha; Farah,aku ase ko kne g KL doe.
Aku; adeh asl plak sbett aku g kl?
chuicha; sbb ko mnag tket SUPERjunior doe.
i was likeee.
MAKKKKK!
ths feeling is mre thn getting stret a's
hahha.mre thn anythg.sgt heppy.pstu bhnti jap;
Weh,chuicha ko syes ke maen2 doe.ko jgn wat aku gni.
hha.klw aku maen2 asl astro kntek aku doe.
chuicha ckp.
it was the bst moment EVER!
i was going to meet my SUPER DUPER CRUSH!
OMG!!
so,todayy was a fairyytale.
tpi blum smpai part mak sye agy
(rsenye mcm mak sye plak main chrcter dlm blogg ni)
hha.
of crse la mak2 bkn nak bg nyea
i was calling and begging and texting at the sm tyme
and dgn simple mak ckp;
TAK BOLEH!
hhah.nak wat gon,redhooo je la dooee!
emph, ppe FARA stayy cool, HWAITINGG!
wlau un tbley tgk muke donghae oppa dpan mte,
waaa,wlau un dpan seat plg dpan kt Mlysia,
waaaaaaa.biggestt sorrow ever!
oppa,cm backk to Mlysia nnti!!
waaaa.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
SISTERS, i justt MISS yougys veryy muchh!
meeting during the result dayy
was a BAD IDEA, but after seeing each other
we gained couarage evn of it was HORRIBLE.
bt we still laughed like we used to.
i love ugys soo much, i just kept staring those phtos we tken.
I LOVE MY SIS,
arap dpt jmpe WUNY & SHYQIN sbtu ni,wlau un kt UMP je,
cm busukk gkla krnval pddikan.lyan jea doe.
lalala.dah lme dah ni ;((
halloo,halloo.
sbb tmao ckp sal rslt jdah bnde
yg smpai wat mak tmao tgok muke sye un,hha.
ckp aa sal len,kan kan kan?
emph.
so, first.
i've watched ALICE in WONDERLAND,twice!
no kidding.hha.i'm not tht fntic!hhah.
frst tyme,3D whch i thought alllaaa.rugi jea.tad un beze.
hahah.sriously.emph,wht i think is,
i hate thse spectkles!hahah.it keeps falling down.
and i hate 2 guys sitting bside me.
byk bisng o!
secnd my BFF blnje,hahha.tengs CHUICHA.ily.muchio.mocikk!
over all, i'll give 5 stars to ALICE in WONDEERLAND.
first,fr the wnderful OUTFITS and DRESSES and HATS!
scnd,fr JOHNNY DEPP fr wnderful acting. ps; i heard u had sme prblems acting with JLO at Venice,u dun like her huh,me too! she's soo sexxyy,envyy her!
hha.nextt!
SUPERJUNIOR is coming to townn.
asenye stu dunia da tao, mak sye ta bg bli tket suju,
so tyme kua ngn CHUICHA bli la BPOP(mljh yg ta pena aku dnga tpi byk korean oppa!)
hha.i think i'll cntinue buying it!huu.
adew cntest SUJU,frst pze suju tket 458!fr two!means, me & chuicha,bby!
sbb sklan kacang sgt,msti susah nak mnag.
so, citer dye gni.yg aku skit hati nyea
kate tarikh tmat anta senin lpas,skunk da msuk kmis.
sooo.ble nak kua rsltt??
hha.so, i was wondering.
i faks brang tu jmaat.emphhh.
i asked my mum to faks itt.hahha.
adew HIGH POSSIBLITY sgt mak tak faks surat tu,
nak2 terang2 tlis SUPERJUNIOR SUPERSHOW2.hha.
ntoh le,mak anta ke dok.aish.
geram2.tpi my last chnce, CHANNEL V!
hha.tht nyte i was like creating slogans
I LIKE CHANNEL V BECAUSE....
blablabla.ayo.mcm spolh gkla anta.ayo.ttao la gone.
i'm crossing my fingers!hhahah ;p
sbb tmao ckp sal rslt jdah bnde
yg smpai wat mak tmao tgok muke sye un,hha.
ckp aa sal len,kan kan kan?
emph.
so, first.
i've watched ALICE in WONDERLAND,twice!
no kidding.hha.i'm not tht fntic!hhah.
frst tyme,3D whch i thought alllaaa.rugi jea.tad un beze.
hahah.sriously.emph,wht i think is,
i hate thse spectkles!hahah.it keeps falling down.
and i hate 2 guys sitting bside me.
byk bisng o!
secnd my BFF blnje,hahha.tengs CHUICHA.ily.muchio.mocikk!
over all, i'll give 5 stars to ALICE in WONDEERLAND.
first,fr the wnderful OUTFITS and DRESSES and HATS!
scnd,fr JOHNNY DEPP fr wnderful acting. ps; i heard u had sme prblems acting with JLO at Venice,u dun like her huh,me too! she's soo sexxyy,envyy her!
hha.nextt!
SUPERJUNIOR is coming to townn.
asenye stu dunia da tao, mak sye ta bg bli tket suju,
so tyme kua ngn CHUICHA bli la BPOP(mljh yg ta pena aku dnga tpi byk korean oppa!)
hha.i think i'll cntinue buying it!huu.
adew cntest SUJU,frst pze suju tket 458!fr two!means, me & chuicha,bby!
sbb sklan kacang sgt,msti susah nak mnag.
so, citer dye gni.yg aku skit hati nyea
kate tarikh tmat anta senin lpas,skunk da msuk kmis.
sooo.ble nak kua rsltt??
hha.so, i was wondering.
i faks brang tu jmaat.emphhh.
i asked my mum to faks itt.hahha.
adew HIGH POSSIBLITY sgt mak tak faks surat tu,
nak2 terang2 tlis SUPERJUNIOR SUPERSHOW2.hha.
ntoh le,mak anta ke dok.aish.
geram2.tpi my last chnce, CHANNEL V!
hha.tht nyte i was like creating slogans
I LIKE CHANNEL V BECAUSE....
blablabla.ayo.mcm spolh gkla anta.ayo.ttao la gone.
i'm crossing my fingers!hhahah ;p
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
the answers fr my prayer.
errr.
in my cmpter,it's already
1.57 in the mrning.
fr me;it's like,
cmmon la.mlm msih mude la..
hhah.bt unfrtnly,
pples were snoaring & dreaming.
tik,tok,tik.
aish.11th March.
xingqi si,tui ma?
hhah(sje test pwer,kci laoshi bngge skett ^^)
hahha.pples were lyke cmmnting and fb-ing bout ths date.
adeh,sume ckp;alaaa.cuakk nye sye.cuakk la.tkot2.
hhaha.
doh mu tkot ngat bkpe dok kecek2 sejuta kli?
aish,mu wat orghe lain kecutt,tao dok?
(adeh,da kua da slang)
emph,to be hnest,
nope.nadaaa.i feel nthg!
bsdes,i even enjying my krean mvies,
BOYS BEFORE FLOWER bai,hahah.
jun pyo ku yg kacakk(iklan je)
hahha.adeh,msti sume ckp
adeh,cnfdent nye bdak nih.amboi2.bjett tol.
aigoo.
bia aa ppe owg na ckp,
yg psti ALLAH MAHA PEMURAH,
bk kte lgu Mandy Moore,have a little faith in you.
i'm nt cnfdnt,dfntly,NOT!!
i'm friggin' scred to know the rslt,
justt i'm nott holding such big dreams,u know.
evnthugh my mom does,
wlau un muke stonyeh dye ckp;
mak redoo FARAH,hahha.
gud2.tpi da knal sgt muke tu,
muke bharap aa tu.
so, i kept silent & fr a mmnt start to think.
if only,only,i can prove to you,mummy!
fr such brden,it wsnt easyy.
so, i sat & prayy;
dear GOD;
pliss give ONE CHANCE, even ONCE
to prve myslf,
to my dearest prents, espcially mom.
fr GOD's sake.
she's my life, my anythg.
i might quarrel with her all the tmes
and end up smashing outt loud the door
there are evn times whn i disagrees her
almst all the time,
my shoes,my clothes,my nails,the way i talk,the way i laugh
is the way i opposed her.
but,it doesnt mean i doesnt love her :'((
i even love her more,
mybe need her to listen to me
its the way i rebel her.
my sisters alwys thought tht i was an
expnsive investment
to be hnest,yess.
snce i was small,even 6 years old
i'll pick my own EXPENSIVE dress,
evn if mommy thought it wsn't worthy
i'll cry my lung outt,and she'll buy it to mke me stop crying.
she puts me in ths camp tht i wanted just
bcz i never attnd any camping bfre
and costt her mre thn anythg but dizziness
i bought shimbal(shoes) evry mnth
and she cnnot say NO!
she put me ths brces so tht i cn look mre beautiful
& cnfdent espcly whn i'm dbating
fr mre bigg scrfice, she bought me into ths wrld
ignring the whle pain she suffer.
dear GOD,
u've seen her cry and almst die fr me
so wouldd you pleeaase mke her smile
proudly to her daughter and say;
"congratulaton fr the excllnt spm rslt.
i never had been ths proud to you."
oh, GOD pleaseee answer myy prayer.
amin.
in my cmpter,it's already
1.57 in the mrning.
fr me;it's like,
cmmon la.mlm msih mude la..
hhah.bt unfrtnly,
pples were snoaring & dreaming.
tik,tok,tik.
aish.11th March.
xingqi si,tui ma?
hhah(sje test pwer,kci laoshi bngge skett ^^)
hahha.pples were lyke cmmnting and fb-ing bout ths date.
adeh,sume ckp;alaaa.cuakk nye sye.cuakk la.tkot2.
hhaha.
doh mu tkot ngat bkpe dok kecek2 sejuta kli?
aish,mu wat orghe lain kecutt,tao dok?
(adeh,da kua da slang)
emph,to be hnest,
nope.nadaaa.i feel nthg!
bsdes,i even enjying my krean mvies,
BOYS BEFORE FLOWER bai,hahah.
jun pyo ku yg kacakk(iklan je)
hahha.adeh,msti sume ckp
adeh,cnfdent nye bdak nih.amboi2.bjett tol.
aigoo.
bia aa ppe owg na ckp,
yg psti ALLAH MAHA PEMURAH,
bk kte lgu Mandy Moore,have a little faith in you.
i'm nt cnfdnt,dfntly,NOT!!
i'm friggin' scred to know the rslt,
justt i'm nott holding such big dreams,u know.
evnthugh my mom does,
wlau un muke stonyeh dye ckp;
mak redoo FARAH,hahha.
gud2.tpi da knal sgt muke tu,
muke bharap aa tu.
so, i kept silent & fr a mmnt start to think.
if only,only,i can prove to you,mummy!
fr such brden,it wsnt easyy.
so, i sat & prayy;
dear GOD;
pliss give ONE CHANCE, even ONCE
to prve myslf,
to my dearest prents, espcially mom.
fr GOD's sake.
she's my life, my anythg.
i might quarrel with her all the tmes
and end up smashing outt loud the door
there are evn times whn i disagrees her
almst all the time,
my shoes,my clothes,my nails,the way i talk,the way i laugh
is the way i opposed her.
but,it doesnt mean i doesnt love her :'((
i even love her more,
mybe need her to listen to me
its the way i rebel her.
my sisters alwys thought tht i was an
expnsive investment
to be hnest,yess.
snce i was small,even 6 years old
i'll pick my own EXPENSIVE dress,
evn if mommy thought it wsn't worthy
i'll cry my lung outt,and she'll buy it to mke me stop crying.
she puts me in ths camp tht i wanted just
bcz i never attnd any camping bfre
and costt her mre thn anythg but dizziness
i bought shimbal(shoes) evry mnth
and she cnnot say NO!
she put me ths brces so tht i cn look mre beautiful
& cnfdent espcly whn i'm dbating
fr mre bigg scrfice, she bought me into ths wrld
ignring the whle pain she suffer.
dear GOD,
u've seen her cry and almst die fr me
so wouldd you pleeaase mke her smile
proudly to her daughter and say;
"congratulaton fr the excllnt spm rslt.
i never had been ths proud to you."
oh, GOD pleaseee answer myy prayer.
amin.
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